take a step forward

Taking a BIG step.

2011-12-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

IT'S TIME TO BUILD IT UP.

*Ya ALLAH.Sesungguhnya aku merancang dan engkau yang menentukan.Berikanlah aku cahaya dan kekuatan untuk ke arah yang telah aku merancang.Sesungguhnya,hamba mu ini percaya akan qada' dan qada'r.Amin..*

19 December 2010

2011-12-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

Have I ever tell you on how much I love my late grandma? If I have not, do allow me to have this space to reminisce back about the moments late grandma had in this beautiful world that is given to us by ALLAH swt, our Almighty.

Sotiya Bte Abu, a mother of 7 children, a wife to late Ismail Bin Ahmad was born on 25^th of November 1864. In a big family of 7 people, with the praises of ALLAH swt, the family have grew bigger with the arrival of 16 grandchildren and 5 great grandchildren. There is no other happiness except with the arrival of late grandma’s great grandchildren who she managed to shower her love towards every single one of them.

Late grandma, who we address as Mak, was a very fine lady. She was a lady who was down to earth, do not like to boast around and was very kind towards people around her. Looking at a side of her as a mother, she has always wanted her children to the best. They need not be the top of the world but be someone who is average who knows the meaning of respect. Praises to ALLAH swt, I am glad that Mak and late granddad who we address as, Yayi, succeeded in instilling the term respect to all of their children.

Next, looking in a perspective of her as a grandmother, all I could say was, she pampered all of her grandchildren with loves and goodies. One thing special about Mak was, all of her grandchildren do not let her go out by herself. Never once she went out by herself. It is not because we do not trust her, but we love her too much that we are afraid of unwanted things happen along the way. Lastly, looking in a perspective of her as a great grandmother, she loves her great-grandchildren as much as how she loves her grandchildren. In fact, she pampered them more than her grandchildren until the parents to Mak great-grandchildren will have difficulty scolding their child in front of Mak if they were to do something which is not right. I bet now then you all know how much love Mak has showered all of her family with.

Late grandma, fell ill in the year of 2009 right after the departure of her eldest daughter, Hasnah Bte Ismail. A lot of things at home change ever since then. At the early stage, Mak suffered from water retention. A couple of times, she was admitted in the hospital but praises to ALLAH swt, she fight strong to be as well as before. The water retention got worst with the unwell of her kidney and also weak heart, in June 2010; she was admitted in the hospital for a number of weeks under DIL case. During that moment only ALLAH swt knows how we felt looking at the pain that she went through. At times, we just leave everything to ALLAH swt and if taking her back to where she belong too, will ease her pain, we are willing too let her go. Every single one of us took long leave from work, to be at Mak’s side always. And, praises to ALLAH swt for granting us with understanding employers and colleagues who approved the long leave during Mak’s critical period.

I remembered, there was a day during Mak’s stay in the hospital, I went back to work. Later at around 10.30am, I received a call from my mother, crying saying that Mak had a fit and the doctor wants all us to be there. Can you imagine, how panicked were I? I could not control my tears but to break down over at my workplace. All calls came in asking if I can make my way to the hospital soon. At that moment, there were only 2 things in my mind. One, to keep on praying for grandma and two, to have the taxi driver sent me to the hospital safe and fast. As soon as I reached at the lobby, cousin was there crying same goes to my sister. We went up straight to the room and realized that they were putting a lot of tubes in grandma including the heart detector machine. I believe that none of us like that heart detector machine which detects the functioning of our heart beat. On that particular day, Mak had fit for nearly 4 times in a day. How heartbreaking is that. L

A few days later, Mak got a little better and though her state does not let her to be discharged from the hospital, she requested for it. Looking at her cries, it pains all of us and it requires all of her children to come to a point to take the responsibility of bringing late grandma home. As much as the doctor told us about the pros and cons of bringing her back home, we still made a decision to bring her back because Mak wants too. She loves to say that if anything were to happen to her, she wants it to be at home like how her beloved husband did. We could not defy her because I believe all of us know that when an elderly fell sick she will get moody very fast and that was how grandma was. And, praises to ALLAH swt, Mak got well though as times she do fall sick as she stays at home.

During the 6 months stay at home, Mak was doing well though there were times where grandma fell ill and had to be sent to the hospital but she refused too. We did not delay in fact we did send her to the family doctor so as to have a thorough check up. Praises to ALLAH swt, Mak agreed to it. By right, Mak has to use the oxygen tube but at the 5^th or 6th month stay at home, she did not used it as often as how she uses it before. She only uses it when she feels like it. See! How cute my Mak is. We can never be angry with her because she knows that we love her too much. No raising of voice at her and no staring at her. No! However, ever since Mak came back home, everyone of us make a point to come and visit her every weekend. No failure. Praises to ALLAH swt, I stayed just a block away from where Mak is staying so every weekend is definitely not a problem to my family and me.

Nearing December, we were overcome with a lot of test. Mak water retention got worse and her breathing was not normal. It pains us seeing her in that state but she was a one strong woman who do not let her children and grandchildren sees her in pain.1 weeks before 19^th of December that Mak passes away, we had a karaoke session and that was the last session that she sang together with us with the breathing tube in her nose. A lovely moment together, I swear. On 18^th of December, she requested to have “Lemak Pucuk Ubi” as her dinner but since cousin bought 5 kilo of “siput sedut” she said to her daughter to cook it the next day which was Sunday. That particular day, 18^th of December, Mak do not look like how she always is. She looked very shagged and her eyes were close most of the time. At about 10 pm, Mak complained that she is having difficulty in breathing, her heart is pain and this time round, she was the one who wants us to call the ambulance to bring her to the doctor. We called the ambulance; they came and brought grandma along.

As it was nearing to 12am, cousin and I decided to join the parents over at SGH hospital to accompany grandma. We have got ourselves prepared, ready and all we need it just to flag a cab and proceed to the destination BUT out of a sudden, all of us felt so tired and sleepy. I called my mum and aunt and they advised to just stay at home as grandma was pushed to the emergency ward and not much people can see. I agree so do the others and we slept over at cousin’s house (the house that grandma stay).

At 6am, I was awake by the loud hard knock on the bedroom door by cousin in law. Still vividly playing in my ear was this sentence,”Bangun! Mak dah tak ada… (Wake up! Mak is no longer around.). I swear that till the rest of my life, I regret for not going over to the hospital that night. As soon as I reached the hospital, I knew that she left us with one thing in mind, knowing that we will be fine without her around. On the bed, with the beautiful smile of hers, we arranged for her body to be brought back home. Praises to ALLAH SWT, though I spent little time with her but I know she will be better there. Al Fateha…

“Mak, though I am not by your side on that night, I am glad that you left the world with your children by your side. I am glad that I did feed you and change your clothes the night before you left the house. You know Mak; you are my everything and will always be my everything. I miss you so much that at times kissing your picture is the only way for me to heal the pain that I am hiding. It’s been a year Mak. Time flies and I do dream of you. Mak, I want you to know that till the end of time, I will carry our family name well. And dear ALLAH swt, I hope that when my time comes, you will place me together with my grandma.”

Al Fateha.

Hajah Sotiya Bte Abu

19^th December 2010.

one good night.

2011-10-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

and can I just confirm that weekend is coming to an end??Oh Yes!Monday is coming.(thinking positive).heh.anyway,weekends have always been great.Especially when I get to fill my stomach with good foods.:P.

well.we had a good talk.it was an impromptu meet up.oh.we can never plan to meet up because it will rarely happened.anyway,did i ever mention in this blog that he has always been the one since 2003??and indeed i think it is true enough that once you are in love,how bad that person has treated you(well not that really bad in my situation),you will still thinks that it is alright.right?i guess we are much more wiser now compared to few years back when we tend to change one another as much as we can.yeah.he will always be the firm one,telling me to stop giving in to him.haha.we talked about our age.i am turning a year older(not really wiser) and for him,he is turning a year older too(a little bit wiser.:P).we sort out our differences and come to a point that no matter what it takes,we will row the boat slow and will understand each other better.it was perhaps one of the good night i had.thank you.;).

till the next update.;)

October

2011-10-26T01:23:00.004+08:00

it's been long.heh.:).

and when was my last update again?was it like a few months back??:).

life has been good and I noticed about myself is that I am changing.I am more preserve now.:|.anyway,did I tell you that I am addicted to games now?like SERIOUSLY!i have been playing "Hanging with Friends" with my colleagues and trust me it is supper addictive.(well for me and the colleagues).WORST of all,one of my colleague impose a penalty for the loser.oh.loser has to eat veggie.*yawn..*.hahaha.

oh.tell me more about "shooting shooting" game.trust me.you will regret for telling me more.hehe.:P.I am addicted to Gears of War and Brother in Arms?ugh!now I am tempted to play it after blogging.:P.

planning for a trip out of Singapore pretty soon.:D.yeah.I guess I just need that short little time out.(oh!I bet someone going to say,"Again?you just spend a night in Johor Bahru.).haha.Johor is different.It was a night at friend's place.umm..I am thinking of Port Dickson.You know the kampung that is on the sea??sounds good?it is!oh perhaps,Bintan?I do not want to shop but I just want to relax,chill by the beach.practically all I want was to hear to the sound of the waves.yeah.

7 years it has been and I have never feel tired about it.:).

till I update again..;)

HOPE

2011-04-09T23:59:00.004+08:00

Have I ever tell you...

that I am still hoping?
that I am still waiting?
that I am still missing you?
that I am still willing to forgive you?

and the last thing that I would ever do is...
to learn to hate you.

and I hope one day,I will be watching you from the moon..:)

DON'T BE SAD.

2011-03-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

and I swear that I am having mixed feelings now.I wish I knew about it long ago before I even get my feet in the camp.:(.My family has been very supportive about my decision because I know they want me to be healthy and not being a sick-young-lady when time comes.I believe everything happen for a reason.ALLAH swt has plan better path for all of us.

Thank you so much to everyone who has been supportive.I might just know them for less than a week,but I definitely feel like home when I am there.Thank you to the trainers who has helped me throughout my week there.I wish I am able to be there again.:)

Anyway,looking at a brighter side,I hope I am able to get the one in school or the one at Paya Lebar.InsyaALLAH.

don't jump into conclusion!

2011-03-03T12:04:00.002+08:00

can someone please tell me how to stop someone for uttering rubbish?okay not literally uttering rubbish but keep on jumping into conclusion without thinking of what is happening?i SO HATE this so much.it is fine with me if you want to jump into conclusion but please,not always for i am getting very sick and tired of this.you do not have to keep on instigating me with things that i never do.and i seriously hate it when you keep on telling me not to do this and that and i ended up got to know yourself doing it.we agreed to a pact and that pact was being contributed by both of us.look who is turning the pact in a mess now?!:(

i am not not angry but disappointed with you.

FLOWER.

2011-02-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

i am extremely tired.:(.Can someone bring me to massage shop soon.soon please.My body start aching first,and now,my arms.:(.Okay,enough.I am a strong woman right?bleargh!hehe.

confession.hehe.

the one in green definitely looks like you.i can imagine yourself in shades in hot sun and walking like one hot shot TOO me.:)).one word,MISS.i miss you.:)

on the other hand,the one in stripes,you definitely look W-O-W!:D.amazing thing is we do click well when we first converse on phone.haha.umm.are we being too friendly to stranger?:P.haha.same thing.one word,MISS.i definitely miss you too.:)

P/s: Remember that whatever that we have in our hand and in this world,it does not belong to us.The world is like a pit stop for us.a LONG pit stop.insyaALLAH.

FLASHBACK.

2011-02-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

Good Noon all.:).

It is going to be a thrilling week for me for this 2-3 weeks.Like seriously,I can't wait to get the letter from xxx.haha!(Alhamdulillah,I manage to on hold one of it and I hope I am able to go through the hurdles.:).Not much know about it,but let me just gives a little suspend okay.:D)).

This upcoming Saturday,I will have a small event.Woohoo!Aside from that,I am going for my primary schoolmate potluck gathering.WOW!:D.haha!I am so looking forward to it,because I believe a lot of us grown up in every way!.

Oh.I have been going to town area for the past 2 days.ugh!I swear,I hate it.I wonder how people "tahan" with the crowded places in every side of town area.Well,present for the little one is cleared!Alhamdulillah..:).I am so sure,the little one will love it.insyaALLAH.:)

P/s:Senyumlah,seolah-olah senyuman itu untuk kali terakhir..:)

A song that gives a 437,446,637,336,648,746,732 meanings to me.A song that you chose to prove it all.You made it through,you made it shown.I believe everything that happen now acts like a test for everyone of us.We made a pact to stay wherever we are and move on as per normal with our motto in our hand and heart.Thank you so much for being the best of all.:D

bonding!

2011-02-20T23:13:00.005+08:00

So,I will be fair and today,I shall update my blog properly okay.haha!(I just love the way on how irritated some of my friends will be when they saw my previous blog,expecting it to be long,about "the trip".haha!)

and so.

I had weddings today.Bleargh!It was cousin wedding over at Chua Chu Kang.I was confused when I came because I do not know if she is my cousin or my aunty.haha.Well,my mum did explain.So here is how it goes..My dad and the bride's mum is cousin,so that makes me and Ja'aranah(the bride) 2nd cousin.See!I am smart.hah!haha.Anyway,I met my secondary mate there,and ugh!mum said he is also one of the far cousin.Thanks eh.This is what sometimes I like about malay weddings,because you will sure tend to bump into whoever and without realizing that they are your cousin or aunty or uncle..haha!Anyway,Happy Marriage.;).

On the far end,sometimes I do not really fancy going over to the paternal side.Owell..I have my reasons.;).

Later in the evening,I had another wedding invitation from bestie Dinesh.:).His one and only sister,akka Shantini,got married.:).It was held at the Indian Temple and I swear that I had a great time experiencing the hindu marriage.A nice one.Aside from that being able to meet the lovely Nisha,was one of the best for today.So glad to be able to meet and talk to her and her hubby.haha!See.Now I must include "Nisha & her hubby" because that dearest friend of mine,is married.haha!Whatever it is,I love today!:D

Okay.Enough updates?;).I am sleepy and I hate it because I have been having headaches for the past few days.:(.The only medicine to cure it is EXTRA PANADOL.umm.I know that it is not good,but well I see how it goes okay.:).*Don't nag please...my friends.:))

P/s: I get closer to ALLAH swt by performing my daily 5 times prayers.InsyaALLAH..:)

Description: In Malaysia,the twin tower is one of the major attractions to the tourist.The Malaysians name is as KLCC..:)

Expression.

2011-02-20T01:47:00.005+08:00

and I swear I am so so sleepy,but I am BEING FORCED to post a blog here.Ugh!:(.Okaylah,partly it was my fault because I told my friends that I will blog 2 days ago,but I did not.haha.heh..I am busy,though currently I am jobless.:P.Anyway,can I post a short one here??Please........

I was sticking my legs on the East Side yesterday and again,I swear that my leg is aching.:(.So we continue again okay.;).

Thank You...Goodnight.:D

P/s:Don't be sad for all of the sadness that you are having are actually taking up your precious time which you are much more capable of being happy.:).

Happiness

2011-02-13T22:50:00.003+08:00

and there is only ONE thing that makes me decided to stop searching..

and it is none other than the way you Respect me for who I am.:D.

p/s: Life is short,so be happy with what you have.:).

frustrated.

2011-02-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

Honestly,can I vent my frustration here because I am not suppose to vent it to anyone around me now.Ah!Whatever.

You know what.You are such a "nice person".VERY!I strongly thing that it is NOT necessary for you to tell me about (whatever that you want to say but you were actually trying to irritate me!) issues like that!Nonsense okay.We have compromise about everything and now?You are just doing all that to ENSURE yourself that I read it right?

YES!I read.Satisfied?!and do you know that it is VERY VERY irritating?!

Please.I have told you before that I am happy for whatever that you think is right for you and your life but I seriously do not need you to SPECIALIZE the things that is happening to you around me.

p/s:I know you are reading this.So please for once.

080111

2011-02-08T13:39:00.003+08:00

And finally!I got hold of the time to re-vamp my blog.I guess the previous blog of mine was colorful so now I decided to settle down on a plain yet simple blogskin.

Anyway,did I mention about "got hold of the time"??hah!I can tell you I have all of the time of my own NOW!Currently,I am jobless.heh..Nothing to be happy about because honestly,staying at home is tiring.:).Alhamdulillah,I have submitted quite a number of my resume to some companies.InsyaALLAH,will be able to have one stable job before March?:).If possible I would like to have the uniformed group.heh..;)

So Chinese New Year is not like one.No offence but sometimes I wonder why do on the day of Chinese New Year, they have the time to go to Universal Studio?I thought they will go over to their elders house and spend the time together?umm.Just curious.OH!the Galatica(or.whatever name it is) rider is CRAZY!I do not even dare to try it because sitting underneath the roller coaster structure,makes me smiling to myself.(and in my mind says,"Crazy crazy ride.hah!).haha!A great trip down to Universal Studio with Sofi & Nisa.I appreciate your "bedek-ness" in the "mummy's ride".Thanks Eh!We shall go again,insyaALLAH.:)

Family gathering on the 4th of February,went well.Alhamdulillah.The set up was done over at my home with the 2 steamboats accompanied by the BBQ pit.Awesome gathering we had but we do miss the one that is not with us.Anyway,every gathering that we are doing,in our heart we will say our do'a for the one who has left us and also to our one and only Almighty,ALLAH swt.:).

Okay.I decided to do something new to my entry now.You see,at the end of every entry,I will insert a little note from a book that I read which is La Tahzan,Jangan Bersedih(DON'T BE SAD) by Dr.'Aidh Bin Abdullah Al-Qarni.A very good book about appreciating life more and not to be sad over a little things.A setback is never unavoidable but it is manageable if you are sincere in it and have wise solutions towards it.InsyaALLAH.My note can be in English/Malay.heh.;).

Alright,shall update more.InsyaALLAH.:)

Note:Whatever that has past leaves it behind for we are living in the present.Take for instance,a sea will always flow towards and not backwards.:).

2011

2011-01-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

I feel like blogging today,can?:)

Anyway anyway,I am enjoying the life that I am having now.Oh wait!I do enjoy my life all this while but this time round,it is a little special reason wise,I can go work anytime that I want.Interesting kan?Yeah,it is "backpacking" period,you see.(Those who understand what I mean,heh..smart!).I jsut felt like a few sacks of grains are off my back.Really.:).

Umm.2011.I am left with 22 more days to find "a".If by that day,I unable to find "a",then I shall just let it go slowly and wish "a" happy birthday by the sea hoping that "a" might hear it.:).

Umm.2011.Tuesday,a first call made by you to check on me nearly at 8pm?Haha.If I am able to record the start of the conversation,I would definitely have done it,but upon hearing your voice it just makes me forget everything.(I know you don't like it when I say this.:P.)..and can I say that I like the way you are.I like the way you walk.I like the way you look.I like the way you give that nak-taknak smile.I like the way you stand.I like the way you potray yourself.I like the way you talk.I like the way you hide your feelings.I like the way you say goodbye.I like the way you hang up the call when you are angry.I like the way you work showing your professonalism.I like the way you keep quiet when you have nothing to say.And..I simply like the way you are.Period.:).umm..a little too much eh?

Umm.2011.Wednesday,morning @ 12am.damn!you have should send me the message a few hours earlier right?shoot!anyway,were you waiting for the time to strick 12am,to send that long long message with a little clues in between?haha.appreciate it anyway but heh.you are still the number 1 eh just that there are number 2 number 3 coming in ah..:P.

I THANK GOD for giving me sweet adorable friends.Thank You ALLAH swt.:)

Her Departure.

2010-12-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

The intention of blogging for today is to say out whatever that is in my mind.I have alot of things to say but I just failed to do so.Main reason I do not want to share is because I am worried of making others worried.

The departure of grandma really brings me down.Alot of things are playing inside my mind like the words late grandma said before she left but I know that now all I can do is ponder on it and amend it.Grandma,I know you can hear me but I REALLY DO miss you.Wherever I am,it will suddenly came to mind about grandma and I would say,"Eh..mak(grandma) is no longer with us?"..Everyone is sad so do I.I believe we will get over this,but it just takes time.

Continuation...

Grandma,I MISS YOU.

Al-Fatehah.

Always Be There.

2010-11-07T01:09:00.001+08:00

6/11/10.

It is not about the gifts but it is about the wishes that comes in at the later days for every single wishes is the biggest gift ever.

I am so in love with Maher Zain.He is so blessed to have good voice.

One of his songs;Always Be There.:)

11/10/2010

2010-10-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

And I am back.:).Damn!For a moment I forgot my blogspot password.Haha.Owell,you see it's been like 2 months,I did not log in to my blog.ish!:D.

Now!Can anyone teach me how to fly a kite pleaseeee...I really would love to fly a kite.Everytime when someone asked me why do you want to learn to fly a kite and my reply is,"I want to write all my unhappiness on the kite and fly it away..When I am happy enough,I will cut the string and let my unhappiness fly far far far away...".:).So any kind soul want to be a tutor?:P.

I am feeling happy today all because I know that somewhere somehow there is someone who knows what is stores in my mind and heart.:P.Well,you see when you do not know how to swim and you jump into a pool,you will definitely get drown.And did I just heard someone got "drowned"??:P.I could not stop smiling to myself during the conversation.Owell,let's see what life's bring for us okay,sweetheart.;)

Work?Argh!"Tak Suka!".Heeh.Really!Anyway,work wise I am trying to go with the flow by doing the daily routine.Everyday sure have something new one.Dush!Hate it but sometimes I love it because it seems challenging.:D.And I was super frustrated today.I really HATE IT when on weekends I am being disturb by work.REALLY.I had enough of work from Monday to Friday.So to PEOPLE concern please spare me on weekends.Thank You!Ish!

Heh.In less than a month I am getting my "key".I have yet to tell S.H on what I wishes for since S.H asked.:P.Heeh.Anyway,I have my beautiful ladies to help me up with the celebration.A small yet a well love celebration.Wait for the news please..;).

Okay.I guess I have update enough and I will try my best to spare a little time on this blog of mine okay.:).

Oh!I am making an effort to go for a swim every weekends.Cute kan?:P.

Bye!

@ Vietnam

2010-07-31T13:51:00.002+08:00

And so,I am blogging in the hotel now.:).I am leaving the place and will be back at home in 9 hours time.Well,night flight for today.

Alright..Will update once I touched down.cheyy cheyy.:D

Vietnam

2010-07-29T02:15:00.004+08:00

And so,the jet is leaving in 6 hours time?heh..I am leaving for a short trip to Vietnam.Family purposes.;).I am a little worried of things in office actually.Haha.I am really hoping my colleagues would be able to handle things up.insyaALLAH.:).

Next,fasting month is in 2 weeks time.WOW!I am really looking forward to it.I shall be a much more obedient girl in this upcoming fasting month.heh..:).insyaALLAH.

Okay.I do not know what more to update...Umm..Shall end here since I am a little lost now.Hah!

Enjoy Your Weekends Please.:).

*Every email I received from you brings in more happiness to every single day of mine.:D*

WC 2010

2010-07-11T01:47:00.005+08:00

"Waka Waka":)

So the ending of World Cup 2010(WC 2010) is in a day time,like finally!heeh.I do not deny it that WC 2010 is great but hearing about soccer everyday can be interesting but tiring too.Furthermore,this year WC 2010 is full of surprises hah..Haha!May the best team wins!:D

Alright.A new look is given meaning I am ready to move on.Staying put down there would not bring me any good because I think life is short and I have to make full use of it.Whatever decision I have made has nothing got to do with revenge or what-so-ever,because I do this for myself.Well,sometimes if you keep considering about people,you will realise that you will feel numb when you encounter the internal pains.heh.Thus,decision has been made with full of thoughts.:).Oh,just let me bump into the other party again,because I believe I will be literally fine after that.heh..:)

Well,air ticket booked and confirmed thus I am leaving in 3 weeks time.:).Oh,listen first.This is not a holiday but to run errands for the upcoming event.Talking about that,dearest sister "BIGGIE" day is coming.Excited?heh..There are more to prepare..

Updates on grandma.Praises to ALLAH SWT,she is happier staying at home compared to the hospital.I am glad that she still wants to use her oxygen tube because a couple of days after coming back home from hospital,she do not want to use it but she encounters difficulty in breathing.The family do not blame her because we know that she felt uncomfortable having that tube around her.Whatever it is,we just want the best of health for her and praying for her everyday is unavoidable.

Plans for later will be a picnic over at East Coast Park with the cousins.I am praying hard that the rain will pity us so as not to pour on that day..I need some new air and free my brain from thinking about work!:(.They want to cycle so much but I am lazy to do so.Hahaha.Well,we shall see for later..Cousins,all ready hah!;)

Looks like I have to run now.The eyes are getting heavier but the song of "Berteman Rindu" are forcing me to open up my eyes.Hahaha..

Oh!I am on twitter now.heeh.Do follow me if you have one too.Or update me yours so I will follow you instead.Heh,it does not make any difference,anyway.Hahah.

Goodnight!

Updates

2010-06-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

I might not be able to update on this blog of mine anytime soon due to the hectic workload and also the commitment to the family.Grandma is not well thus the urgency of me needed to visit her before work and after work.Thank GOD,I have such an understandable cousin and cousin in law,who allows me to spend the night over at their place so as to look after grandma too.:).

Grandma condition is not stable.At times she will be alright and at times she will not.Her reactions sometimes can be scary and sad.Doctors did not say much before grandma voluntered herself out of hospital just that they encouraged us to be strong and to stay by her side always.I was down by their words everytime I get an updates from my aunt but as times goes by,I realised that by being sad,I am just letting my grandma worrying about me.Thank GOD,I have lovely people around me who gives high motivational words to me.Thank you people for being there.Much love.:).

Work has been heavy lately.Appreciate the bosses understanding to let me off early if needed too.(but then again still the same lor..work work work until I did not even realise that I am exceeding 6pm!.urgh!).Anyway,so far it is still manageable but still an upgrading is needed somewhere...insyaALLAH.:)

Ok.I better get myself running fast because it is late and rest is needed.Crucial,I guess.:P.

More updates on facebook.:).

Your decision

2010-05-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

So,I guess this time round it will be for real.A week more for me to actually face to the truth that you will actually go.Yes,you did inform me in advance but why must you keep quiet when you have the answer with you?Hm.Perhaps you think that your leave will not make any difference to me OR it will make me more happier.Not knowing that actually,it do leave a big difference in everything.

You asked me in your message if I am alright.(No I am not.)You told me in your message that you are leaving for good.(Yes,for your future.)You told me that it would not be of any difference.(No,it will do have differences.).

Sometimes I am really confuse with what you actually want.Why must we argue on little things that will affect everything between us?All I want is for you to be happy and know that we can work things out in any way so long as we are sincere and patience in it.Is ego that important to you?Or.You hate giving in and take?

I am left with nothing to say because I know that whatever I say will never change anything.I shall just let nature takes it course.Whatever going to happen,I shall just let it be if you choose to be in that way.

We shall just hang things this way,shall we?

If this is the best,
For you and for me,
I shall receive it,
All just for your happiness...

Eat Eat Eat

2010-05-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

Okay,it is not that I do not have a time to update on this blog of mine,but my weekend was spent in a waste.Serious.Weekend,was all about sleeping.Hah!:D.

The previous week was pretty alright,and well,work can never be that pretty alright because definitely throughout the day,there will be hiccups.I am immune to it already.On the other hand,I am very much grateful to the collegues because they will definitely help one another if things are not working well so kudos to that!:D.

Let's talk about weekends.I guess I spent my weekends like a tut!On friday,I had my dinner with my princess-es and later had supper again.I wonder when am I going to stop all this eating supper.I want to stop but it is un-stop-able.HAHAHA.As soon as I reached home,I slept.WOW.The next following day was breakfast and later sleep.Good life eh?haha.Later,in the afternoon,the family decided to go out to Joo Chiat.Again,we had family dinner.After dinner,we had supper at around 12 plus over at Holland Village(only strictly cousins!).HAHAHA.Laughed-talked business and I really mean business and a lot more.At 4.30am,it was to Railway Station makan place.Fat-Fat-Fat,I know.I guess,I shall not continue on to Sunday story because it was about the same.heeh.Sunday meal was satay,ketam and liver.hahaha.Okay,enough.:D

My mum is making a lot of noise at me for not being able to control my food.Now,you see,it is not that I cannot control,and I would really want to control but it is the hand.They have this word said "reflex something".I cannot really recall the biology term of it.Heeh.Then again,I promise to myself that I really HAVE to control it because the month is coming,so I am left with nothing much.Heh.:D.

This week will be my hate-test week!So many things to clear.This is what being plan:

Monday - after work,have to go down to the maid agency office to get the letter.
Tuesday - after work,have to go to the west side to get my CPF (singpass thingy).any idea on other outlet that can get the singpass besides online?
Wednesday - after work,to Bukit Batok to get the necessary things done.(I have too or else,again,my mum will nag.)
Thursday - FREE!(tentatively!)
Friday - after work,I am planning to stay longer at work,to clear my end month report.(if necessary.).Then later to meet the cousins for some movie session.(tentatively!)

Not pretty pack,I guess,but the hate-test part is to travel to the west side.Haiz.No choice,I guess.:(.

Anyway,just sharing,a friend of mine,Tia,sent me a message which I guess pretty much touches my heart.(ahem!)."....Every person that passes by my life,has a space down in my heart.It has already been proven that your name is being craved in my heart thus if one day,you were gone or have to go,please trust me that you are leaving a hole down there.".Wah!Touched.very touched.:).(tell you,when tia sends that kind of message it can be nothing good but sure she has something to ask for.umm..:P.joke!).

Okay,night people.

Oh! I miss Erianti daughter of Mr Bambang Herman.:)

2nd week

2010-04-18T02:00:00.003+08:00

Okay,I am trying to make some effort here to update my blog atleast once a week.Heh..and my mood is not pretty good for now and trust me at the end of this blog I am really going to say all things out from the bottom of my heart.For now,I am controlling it.

Work has been pretty alright,pretty tired.Again,I am trying to make an effort of going home between 6-7pm this coming week onwards as I need to spend more time with my grandmother who has been discharged from the hospital,3 days ago.She is not well and is on the road to recovery.As a grand-daughter,I would want to give her the best medicine that is to atleast visit her everyday after work.

Last Friday,met with Nisa to have our long awaited Soup Tulang over at Beach Road.The plan was to have Sofi with us too but Sofi had to attend to a last minute urgency,so she gave it a miss.Haiz..:(.Anyway,that night,was a night full of meat.Hahaha.I ordered Hot Plate Beef Steak and Soup Tulang.Hah.I was too full that I had to share the Beef Steak with Nisa.Heh..:).It was such a nice "catch up" moments with her.She is planning to grab Sofi and I to Johor on this coming public holiday,Labour's Day.InsyaALLAH,would be able to so long as I inform my mother in advance.Well,it is just a day trip out of Singapore.Heh..:)

Yeah,the house is getting a little bit busier this few days with the preparations going on here and there.It will get much much much more busier as the days goes by.I swear,it will.InsyaALLAH..Besides that,I am also planning for a 21st Birthday,this year and I really hope that it does not clash.:)

This coming week will be a pretty busy week.I might be on leave on Wednesday,for there is an appointment that needed to be settle on that day.On Saturday,will have an another appointment together with my sister and cousin.Haiz..sometimes I wonder why do we have so many things to do yet so little time to clear on it.Haiz.."That is life..",they said.:)

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Now,can I start throwing my tantrum??

I am extremely pissed off with certain people who simply do not know how to appreciate their LIFE!A friend of mine messaged me this morning,telling me that my friend said something about me.My friend said that I was not there for her when she needed a friend to console her,to talk too.LIKE WHAT THE "Fish"!Is she stupid or crazy?!Who was there to take the tissue for her to wipe her tears?!Who was the one who asks her if she is alright and want to talk about it and ended up I was the one who kena "FISH" by her??HAH!Chicken!Now,want to blame me for not being a good friend when she was the one who chided me..Blooody shit!It is good enough,I keep mum about it as I do not want anymore arguements.I am just praying that one day,ALLAH swt will open your eyes,and let you see which is real and which is fake.For now,I think you are blinded by the tiff that you just had with your what-so-ever ah!

One more!Another crazy friend of mine,think that she can run away from problem by doing stupid(real stupid!) stuffs.This one worst ah.Will never take in my advice.NEVER!I have tried consoling her but failed.Same thing,ended up I kena "Fish" by her.WAH!

I am also one stupid friend.Kena "Fish" already,still can bear with it.I wonder who has I inherit this patience genes from.I doubt so from my mother because she can be impatience.Dad?ummm.Unsure about that.Hah.Now,I have already make up my mind and I think it is for the best for everyone.When they call,I shall just answer them to what they want.(applicable to those 2 friends only!).I want to cut the conversation short for it will make things better.

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*Jangan memilih aku,bila engkau tak sanggup setia.

so long.

2010-04-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hah!

Finally,Delis found her time in updating her blog.:).My bad,for not updating on this dusty blog of mine for 2 months.Honestly,this 2 months have been full of ups and downs.My working life has been pretty alright but it pains me when I have to actually keep on re-training new people that came to my workplace.I really hope that it will not change anymore.Just stay!haha.Well,happy news coming ahead and I shall reveal it a bit only as it is still under discussion.haha.

My daddy is in town now.:D.Worst still is,my dad scolded (not really scold lah,but he disagree) me when he saw my hair.Urgh!My soon to be brother-in-law(ahemm.:)),helped me coloured my hair a week before my dad came back to Singapore.I thought,he would not noticed it because it was not really obvious,but sadly,my dad did and he was not really happy with it.How??I can only keep quiet when he advised me not to.(How to,when I already dyed my hair??).hehe.Anyway,I did not replied him anything but just keep quiet.:).

So,my mum's birthday is tomorrow and honestly,I have not get any gift for her?Die!She will sure says this,"Umm..yelah.Birthday mama kan dah tak important..tak apalah..biar mama duduk di library..".I shall translate okay,"Umm..ya.Nevermind,my birthday is no longer important.Just let me sit in the library."Yeah!She loves to say that.I do not know why.Hahaha.Well,we shall see how things go later as there are "guest" discussing about the date for the happy day.:).

Okay,can I update more later?I think I am needed for now..Hahaha.:D.

Oh!I am a happy owner of an Itouch.:D

2010-02-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

Now,the left side says,"You desere something more than that." While the right side says,"Hold on to it."

Whatever it is,I have to think for myself too.

2010

2010-01-01T01:19:00.003+08:00

We ARE in 2010!:D.Alhamdulillah,we manage to live till this year.:).Whenever it comes to new year,all of the people will be asking what is your resolutions?umm..I do not know why but some of the people do make sense by saying,"heh..you need not wait for new year to have your own resolutions..".:).Well,everyone has their own mindset and ways of making their life to the fullest and I guess I have mine too.;).Now,let's do rewind back a little on 2009.

2009 was a year full of everything.I remembered,in late January,I embark myself into working life and I am very glad that I am still working in that company with great collegues and especially employers.:).Honestly,first few months of my working life was not really a great one.Imagine,I even go to the extend of quitting but with the support of my family and matured mind of mine(heh..),I did not want to give up instead I continue..:).Later in early February,my first aunt passed away.Everyone was sad over her departure as she was the one who has the upmost patience in everything.Again,ALLAH SWT loves her more than anyone else.In April,my one and only lovable,handsome-able cousin got engaged.:D.He is the only closes cousin brother from the paternal side that we are closes with.Well..:).

Later,my following-following-following months were as per normal..Opps.Not forgetting,my involvement as the Assistant Stage Manager(ASM) for the Malay Dance Show which was to work together with Kirana Seni and our neighbouring countries malay dances.A great experience learnt.Courtesy to Kak Shireen for guiding me in everything.:D.Okay..In August,arrival of the twin nieces which is now 4 month old.:D.Their presence in the family is a bliss.Thank You ALLAH for all.:).Again..following-following-following the months were as per normal.Now,what do I meant by per normal??It simply means..tuition-work-home..the sequence repeat for a countless of times.Really tiring but again,it was all worth it.

Anyway,you might think that my life is that simple,but to look back at 2009 again,I guess it was not.It was a year where full of challenges.A big setback I received at my workplace which made me stronger now compared to last time.I shall neither look nor think about it because it is not going into my 2010.It has stopped at the moment I received my motivation and support from my employer and my collegues.Oh!Not forgetting,my 2 intership students who has already left in November.The intership students have helped me a lot.I am very glad that they are always there to support me.(definitely,inclusive of my collegues.:)).

That was what my 2009 was about.I shall say that 2009,was a year which has made me grown up to be a stronger person.I have to stand on my own,making my own decision for my own life and people around me always say this,"Stop being too nice too people.Especially the one who always take advantage of you.":).It is not that I choose to be in this way but it is IN me and I can only tone it down.:).insyaALLAH.heh...2009 was a good year too me as it has taught me a lot.:).

Now 2010 is IN here and what I want is to be happy-happy-happy and happy.(Definitely not happy always,plus some sadness too because without that what is the meaning of life??).It is just that I do not want any of the 2009 issues to repeat in 2010.Oh.I am thinking of part time study.I might be either continue with degree or switching course.I have yet to plan for that.So many things that I still need to catch.:).InsyaALLAH,I am praying that I am able too.:).

To all readers;Happy New Year.:)

Too tired.

2009-12-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

Eh I am finally updating my entry in here.Hah!Working life is a never good thing,like I have always say.Well,what to do that is life..It's either you enjoy now,suffer later or suffer later,enjoy now but then again,I think it can be done is this way too,suffer and enjoy at the same time.Umm..maybe.It depends on every individual.

Honestly,life has been pretty hard on me this days.Too many things to think about and to take care of.Sometimes I do wonder on why do I have to take care of the feelings of the people around me..Not complaining but wondering..

Whatever it is,that is life..

2012.

2009-11-15T16:01:00.004+08:00

7th November - Family gathering over at East Coast Park.The plan was not to overnight but it turn out otherwise because everyone was too tired to go back home.Hahaha.Besides that,it was also to celebrate my aunt's birthday as it falls on the same day of the family gathering.The family was sweet enough to celebrate Rina's and my birthday as it falls 2-3 days later.Heh..much appreciated,dearest family.As always,sabohed here and there ended up my twins nieces got sabohed by water too.It was not intentional.Pity them..Thank GOD,they are not those cranky kind who will cry none stop.heh..:)

8th November - Sharifah's Aini Concert..:).I did not want to go but my mum forced my sister and I by saying that cousin's fiancee is going too.She was trying her best to drag us along by saying that so that we know we are not the only youngster there..Haiz..And the funny part was,cousin's fiancee forced cousin to tag along by saying my sister and I are going.Smart ah my mother and cousin's fiancee..Hahaha.The concert was worth buying because honestly,Sharifah Aini is good.Real good.I think I am satisfied enough with it because I have went to Siti Nurhaliza's concert and Sharifah Aini's concert,so okay enough of concert already.Oh!If Rahimah Rahim is going to have another concert again,for sure I will go.:D.

9th November - I turned 20 man..:D.Alhamdulillah..Did not celebrate much this year because everyday is like a same day too me.Anyway,met the girls for dinner,and went home after that.Had a good long talk over at Mad Jack.:).Next following day,met the best of all,Ros and Dinesh.Had our dinner over at Arab Street.Now we are all planning for a short gateway soon.Port dickson,maybe?

14th November - A small family gathering.Crazy moment for every single one of us I guess.I wish cousin will upload the video soon because I tell you,it was hilarious.:).Had supper over at Tanjong Pagar Railway station and family is planning for another BBQ session.Yey!:).Next month.

2012 is good.I was expecting for something more but I think it's good enough.And for goodness sake,why some/most people says that 2012 is the end of the world?The show did not potray anything of that also.It is mainly about a big disaster is bound to happen in 2012.Allahhualam..

Gadgets

2009-10-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is FRIDAY!:D.Sadly,I am going to have a new work routine whereby I have to work on Saturday.It's a new roster because a colleague of mine has just resigned so I am placing over her.Oh well,though it is a sad thing but I am glad because I can do my work peacefully on Saturday.InsyaALLAH.There are still a lot of pending things that I need to do on my side.A lot of things happened recently and everything on my side just got stuck.

Okay,should I buy a laptop?Dellap(my laptop) is doing fine just that the sound is not loud enough.Worst still,my battery can no longer work.Sad right..Still thinking about purchasing a laptop but for sure I am getting an MP3 for myself.Yey!:D

Okay,time to sleep.

Alhamdulillah,dearest khairi has safely reached wallaby and he messaged me this; "....... The plc here lyk african desert.ntg but sand,dust,dried scarce trees,hyenas,kangaroos n a scary piece of grassland" when I was actually expecting a message of how he is doing there.Oh boy..kangaroos?Sure fun.:D.

Goodnight.

Again.

2009-10-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

Quick Update.

The weekdays was pretty bad because I was given a "surprised" by someone at a very last minute.Anyway,I shall not elaborate because I know that it is not something good for me to think of or bring it along with me in my coming weeks.I am praying for a better week ahead,insyaALLAH.

Work - Pretty alright and has been busy recently that I did not even have the time to actually get out of the office and go out for lunch.So sad.:(.Again,I am hoping that the 2 new attachment girls will be able to help me with the workload that I am having now.InsyaALLAH.:)

Saturday - I decided to spend my time at home the whole day but sadly I had a wedding to attend.Attended cousin-in-law's sister wedding over at Jurong in the afternoon and I would say that the bride and groom looks good together.:D.At night,went for an hour swim over at the nearby swimming pool.Like finally I am swimming!!Hah.I have been trying to find my time to go for a swim but every time it fail.Sad.Luckily yesterday was a good pretty escape.

Sunday - Aunt's open house over at Yishun. Uncle fetched us up at around 3pm and later proceed down to his place.Tiring week,I would say but I definitely do not wish to look at this week again in fact I am hoping for a better week ahead.This week has been pretty bad,very I guess.

Okay.Mr stoner is flying off to Wallaby tomorrow in the morning.He said he will bring back postcards for me.I will see..He has been saying that ever since his trip to Taiwan and still owes me the Taiwan postcards.Haiz...so young,yet pelupa.:p.Have a safe journey there and back to Singapore later,sir!:D

That's all!
Goodnight.:)

Hari Raya 2009

2009-10-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri too all!:)

Oh my..Time flies and it has been 2 weeks we are in the Syawal month.Alhamdulillah..:).Hari Raya this year is totally different from the previous year because first aunt is no longer here to celebrate with us.I am sad because I did not manage to visit the graveyard on the 1st day of Hari Raya.:(..Never mind,insyaALLAH,if there is an opportunity I will go and visit late aunt and the others.:)

Anyway..how's raya for everyone?:).For me it is the same routine every year.1st day will be spend over at grandma's house and later in the evening to great grandmother's house.:).Just that for this year,we do not really celebrate in a big-hoo-haa because 1st aunt has just left us 7 months ago and grandma is not that feeling well too.

During dad stay in Singapore,I had to actually rush back home after work during the weekdays because we had to do more visiting session to the elders place.Tiring but heh..sacrifices man..).Anyway,it was just for a week because dad stayed in Singapore for only 1 week.So pretty alright.2nd week of Saturday and Sunday,should be going over the elders place again.(which is today).Could not wait for it because it is family gathering again..woohoo.:).I have yet to set a date for the friend's raya outing,but i doubt so this year will happen because a few of my diploma mates have their work commitments.Not confirm yet though.:)

Working life?Tiring but still pretty alright.Guess what,ever since fasting month is over,I do not seem to feel hungry during lunch time and I have been having cheese prata everyday.Hahaha.Not because I am dieting or saving money but I just do not feel hungry.Worst thing,I have not been eating rice for quite sometimes.I do not know if that is good or bad,but for sure I think it is not healthy.heh..:)

I need my night hang out life soon.I am feeling very very tired after S.L.J.Sometimes I wonder,why do I choose to take that up.Regret?I doubt so.I do enjoy it but when I feel tired,I think people in the S.L.J that is the one affected which is not good at all.I would say that most of my night hang out life is taken up by my S.L.J.Oh.I am thinking of stopping it by end of this year but then again,I shall think over it again.:).

Okay,it is Saturday but I have to wake up at 10.30am.:(.Haiz...

Salam Aidilfitri 2009.

raya?

2009-09-17T23:39:00.004+08:00

1 more day left and Ramadhan will be leaving us.Will we get to see it again?

Anyway,I am on leave for today(Friday).Wooohoo!:).There are still a lot of things for me to do.The living room curtains are not up yet.Same goes to the kitchen.The sofa cushions are not in yet and etcs.Die!Only dad and I will be able to help my mum because my sister will have to work.haiz..Never mind,I think she will do her part on Saturday too.:)

I have bought my baju kurung.:).Umm..actually,I did not even went down to buy it.I was supposed to meet my family on Saturday(12/9) to grab the baju kurung but I think either I was late or they were lazy to survey on other shops.Hahaha.Anyway,I like it this way.This is what they called,safe time.So,once I reached Geylang,I met my family and they showed me the baju kurung that has been bought.You do not have any idea on how happy I was simply because I do not have to choose it or walk from one stall to another stall to look for the baju kurung.Hahaha.Well,theme for this year:Songket.:)

Alright,the iftar with the MDIS clans was awesome.Anyway,any outing with them will always be an awesome one.:).All of us decided on Lau Pa Sat to have our dinner at and again,this time round,Umar's and wife could not make it.Haiz...:(.Besides that,for the very 1st time,I was late!hahaha.All thanks to someone who at first made me wait for more than 45 minutes and then extended the time again by 15 minutes choosing over what to get.Blooooooodddyyyyy urgh!See,tell you..I am nice.hah!So,once I reached Lau Pa Sat,the foods were already on the table.Most of them came and Sofi came with partner.:).After dinner,we walked to One Fullerton and then decided to have Starbucks.:).A few of them have to go off early as they have their own plans too.What do you expect,it was already the 3 week of puasa.:).Later,at around 9.15pm then we left off the place and went back home while I went Geylang to meet the family.I miss that bunch of people now.

Hari Raya outing next..:)

Alright,I shall go and watch some movies now.I am feeling frustrated because my sister and my mother went to Johor Bahru without bringing me along.Haiz..See.I think I need driving license.heh.:).

Finally.

2009-09-12T00:08:00.006+08:00

OH MY!I just realised that I have not been blogging for the past 3 weeks.This just shows that I really need to spend some time for my site here.Tell you,working life is not the same as school life.Haiz..I remember,everyday after school,I would definitely have some time to spend with the laptop but now,after work,go for S.L.J and by the time I reached home it will be 9.00-9.30pm.Bath takes atleast an hour(inclusive of walking from the room to the toilet).By the time,it will be already 10.00-10.30pm and that is the time to sleep to prepare myself for the next day.Haiz...See!I am planning to end my S.L.J by the end of this year but it seems impossible.Never mind,I will think about it again..

3 weeks of fasting month have just passed us..Time flies real fast.We are left with 1 more week to welcome Syawal.Honestly,I think this year celebration for Hari Raya over at my side would be a small one unlike last year.Late aunt has just left the family 7 months ago thus the feel of lost is still there.Lately,the radio has been playing alot of the old songs and it happened to be the one that late aunt loves to sing.People come,people go and that is Life..I have not yet get a baju kurung for myself.I feel like wearing last year one but I doubt so the family will allow too because it has been a habit of getting atleast one new baju kurung on the month of Syawal.Oh.Plus I hate walking around Geylang Bazar during the afternoon hours because it will be pack with poople.No choice,I am heading down to Geylang later evening..Haiz..

Wednesday -I had alot of fun and all thanks to Hafis.I was supposed to knock off from work at 5.30pm during fasting month but on that day,I had to clear some jobs thus had to stay until 6pm.Thank GOD the plan made with Hafis for a break fast together was not cancel or else I guessed I would have broke my fast in the bus on the way back home.:).Hafis drove down to Holland and we had Secret Recipe for dinner.I managed to have a good talk with him into giving me green packet this year.haha.After dinner,he drove down to Tiong Bahru so that I can get for my family some foods for early breakfast.Oh!I met that t.boy.Hah.I am sure t.boy. saw me but he avoided maybe because of guilty conscience.T.boy should be glad that I am not a revengeful person.Anyway,I do not want to be one also..

Friday - After work,I rushed down to City Hall to meet Ros and Eqa to break our fast together.:D.These 2 ladies will always make my day.:).Broke our fast over at Thai Express.As always,Eqa was late so Ros and I had to order our foods first.A good catch up with ros on her latest update.Mr mat Brad Zaff is not there and I am so thankful for it because imagine if he was there,I think Thai Express would have become a market place because of our debating.hahaha.Later,after a long catch up with the 2 ladies,we headed down to Esplanade - Haagen Dasz to continue the updates of our lifes and also to celebrate Eqa's birthday which was on the 8 of September.:).That girl used to be the only girl who I can tease when she was in GESS.Now,that girl is going to embark into working life soon.Welcome to the club!:).Ros and I were telling her on how hard working life is.No freedom.Hahahaha.:p.Definitely she is not gullible like me so as to believe it.:).I miss my secondary school days.If I were given a choice to turn back time,I would definitely turn back the time during sec 3-sec 5.That was the moment,I did alot of "shits"in school.Sec 5 was more on becoming the rebellious Delis.Running away from TAF Club!Hahaha.:).

Okay.I am going to clean my room in another 15 minutes time.I think I am not going to sleep till sahur time.Oh!I am meeting the MDIS clans for break fast today and I am planning to head down to Tampiness to visit my new 2 little nieces.Yes people,I am an aunty again.:D.Aunty to those twin nieces of mine which currently I am addressing them as B1 & B2.:).

Before that,dear people,we are left with another 8 more days of Ramadhan.This 8 more days of Ramadhan will be a meaningful one for every single one of us.Let's all do more good deeds and pray to ALLAH SWT.:)

Till then..:)

*You are one of the reasons for my happiness.:)*

1st ramadhan

2009-08-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

As promise,I will blog now.

Weekends are finally here but still it will be a fast one,as always.haizz..Never mind,I shall bear with it and enjoy every single minute of the weekends.Currently at hospital now,accompanying grandmother here with cousin.Can say it is a take turns routine.I am just hoping for grandmother to get well.Only that.InsyaALLAH.

The last few days have been a challenging yet a good one for me.Alhamdulillah.:).I manage to stand up for my own right during one of the weekdays when I was having a conversation with one of my friends.hah!Anyway,went out with Kak shana yesterday to celebrate her birthday.Had dinner over at Seoul Garden and later walk around Tampiness Mall for a while.Tell you hah..I hate going to Tampiness Mall.Bloodyyy hell.Big and make me confused.urgh!I was supposed to meet Kak Shana at Seoul Garden and being me the most stupidest person who do not like to go to shopping mall,I walked for nearly 30 minutes to locate the Seoul Garden.I gave up and ended up asking the service counter.hahaha.Should have done that earlier right??Yea,I know stupid.haha.Never mind lah,I learnt my lesson.heeh.

Ramadhan is here,ya'll.:D.Alhamdulillah.I will be knocking off from work 30 minutes earlier for a month.Thank you for boss.:).I do not know why but this year,I am not that looking forward to Geylang Bazaar.In fact,I forgot about it until cousin asked me if I want to tag along later.Hahaha.I wonder if my brain is getting old or I am plain lazy.haizz..

Okay,I need to help my grandmother now.In hospital anyway.

Take care all.:)

12.50am

2009-08-22T00:44:00.003+08:00

I am too tired to blog today.

Down with flu again..haiz...Anyway,I met a cute guy in Seoul Garden yesterday.Kak shana agrees to it.hahaha.:).

Too all Muslim : Salam Ramadhan.:)

Will update later today.

5 more days

2009-08-16T21:19:00.002+08:00

5 more days to Ramadan people..:D

Honestly,I am all excited for this year Ramadan.I bet it will be a totally different feeling.This year,it will be a work-fasting feeling.I doubt so I will be tired but I know there will be a lack of energy.Hahaha.Whatever it is,I am excited and I think I am knocking off earlier than the usual time that I always knock off for 1 month.:)

Moving on...

I think Friday was not my day.I simply had to go through 2 plain stupid stuff before I manage to settle down for that day.And walking around Vivo City IS not in my favourite list.I tell you something...I HATE going to Vivo City.Urgh!It is so complicated lah,too me!Guess what!On friday,I wanted to withdraw some cash from the POSB bank and I had to walk for 30 minutes just to find one!Stupid right??Yes,I know..Why must have big big big shopping centres??Thank GOD,cousin was there to accompany me.:).

Not only that,the plan for Friday was to dine with my friend for dinner over at Seoul Garden but we had to cancel it because she was not feeling well.I called Seoul Garden over at .......... (I shall not say) to check out on the price and time that we can start coming in.Here how's the conversation goes..

Me: Hi.Can I know the nett price for dinner?

S.G's Staff: Sorry mem?

Me:(I thought he could not hear me properly so I repeat the question that I asked him.)

S.G's Staff: Umm..Sorry mem?

At this point of time,I was already pissed off.So I asked him...

Me: Okay,is my voice too far or you don't know the nett price for dinner?

S.G's Staff: Sorry,I don't understand..

WTH!!"I don't understand??"Is this a joke or what?I believe everyone would agree with me if I were to say that that sentence is a simple english sentence.My tone of voice was already a little loud that I think he got scared and passed the phone to someone beside him which I believe is a staff there too.I think that outlet should educate their worker.Just imagine if a foreigner calls in to enquire about the foods there and that s***** staff say,"Sorry,I don't understand"??I bet the customer will send in a complaint letter to the branch man...I am still unhappy about it because I think this should not happen in Singapore.We all should know English right..?:).haizz..

Anyway,I love going to graveyard(the Muslim one).I went there just now in the afternoon and I find that place peaceful.I miss my late aunt so much.She is one of my strong pillars.Still,people come and go and I know everyone will leave the world one day.:)

Okay,I am having stomach cramps.Urghh!I hope if my menses come before Ramadan.Pleasseee....:).

Sleep time.
Night.

44TH

2009-08-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

I hope I am still not too late to wish Singapore a Happy Birthday.:).The plan was to blog yesterday but I had to spend the day over at cousin's place to accompany grandmother.I could not be bothered to bring my laptop over because I am simply lazy.Furthermore yesterday I was busy watching the parade.Envy people who got the tickets.I prefer queuing up for the tickets rather than the balloting.Never mind..Let's hope next year I will get the chance to witness the parade over at Marina Bay.InsyaALLAH.:).

Okay,life has been pretty okay.Ups and downs per normal.Anyway,I think last week was not a good week for me.Work has been a little tiring for the past 2 weeks practically because my colleague was on reservist for 2 weeks.Thank GOD he will be back to work tomorrow.:).

Fasting month is in 2 weeks time!I am all ready for it.My family members is planning on breaking fast together on the 1st day of Ramadan.But then again,this year the feeling of celebrating Ramadan and Hari Raya will be different.Well,people come and go and I believe everyone will get over it one day.InsyaALLAH..

Alright,work tomorrow.Haizz..

This few days,I have been feeling very tired with body aching even though I have an ample of rest during the weekends.

Whatsoever.

2009-08-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

I knew it that this will happen thus I have decided to just shut up my mouth and not talk back.
I know that my mind and heart have gone numb.
I am not going to take in whatever words/responses that you guys gave because I know either it is not serious or you guys are just having fun playing around with the scenario.

Whatever it is,do not blame me if I have not been entertaining to your "beautiful response".Not only that,do not say that I cannot take it joke or what-so-ever because you know what,hearing those words/sentences over and over again are bloody irritating.Really.

Whatever!

2009-08-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

Honestly,I would rather not know you than have to face the reality that you are drifting away.

Just because one stupid unreliable story you are doing this shit.Wah lauu..

and...

If you have this mindset;"As a friend I can come and go as and when I like" for the definition of friends then I think you are full of craps.

Bull***** Sia!

2009-08-02T23:17:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be a new week of the month.

Monday,some more..haizz..

Okey,think positive.Please pray that tomorrow will end fast.:)
Heh..:)

2009-08-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

I am sleeping over at cousin's house today because dearest grandma is not feeling well.

Alright,le me tell you guys that I love my WI-FI phone so much. Thank you for giving me the easiest way to access internet without my dearest laptop.:).

When I know you are the only one.

2009-07-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

I know that it is not easy and will never be that easy as what we always wish for.

We have to accept to whatever GOD has given us.

Too me,this is the best ever gift.Let's remain as what is it yea.

The Storyteller

2009-07-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

Watch this....

I cried towards the end.Especially when it reach at 4.28seconds..:(

Like what I said in my previous entry,everyone will have to go one day..It is just a matter of time.Late Yasmin looks fine but no one has ever thought that things would happen this way..Once again,It's all GOD'S will..

Yasmin Ahmad is a great StoryTeller.

People come and go..

2009-07-26T21:48:00.001+08:00

I know I have been missing for nearly 2 weeks?hahaha.Anyway,sorry for the lost of touch in blogging.It is not that I am lazy to blog but lately I have been indulging myself in my busy life.Not really that busy like as if I have no time to go out-to have fun and stuff lah but busy in tutoring people.Yea,I am back in that line after a year of resting?.hahaha.So weekdays are permanently book for those kids.Except for Tuesday which is to make my way to the mosque.:)

Okay,guess whatt.I have still not meet up with Syahrul.I am suppose to meet him and take my sister birthday pictures from him after I come back from the short trip but looks like I have to extend it a little longer due to the tuition.Syahrul is super understanding so I think he would not mind,right right?hahaha.Besides that,I still have a lot of pending pictures to upload in multiply.urgh!You see..work can never be in my top of the list.hahaha.I miss school,though.I remember,when I was doing my diploma,I can upload pictures almost everyday..haha.Sometimes,I would even get bored and do not know what else can I do to my web page.Well,that is life..

Talking about life..I am sure most of us heard the shocking news about Yasmin Ahmad,the Best Asian Director,who passed away on 25th of July 2009.My heart just sank when I got a message from a couple of my friends who told me about it.I have never thought that this would happen.It was just a few days before she passed away,I was reading her blog and admiring her talents in every shows and advertisements that she directed.Not until when I heard about the news,my mind simply went blank.When I looked at her condition over the television,it just reminded me on how my late grandaunt and late grandfather passed away.But then again,it is God will.Everyone will have to go one day.It is just a matter of time on when God will call us back.I wonder how Uncle Rashid daughters are.They are close to "Allahyarham".I believe that even though Yasmin Ahmad is no longer in the world,her story,her life,her talents and her movies will always be remembered by everyone of her fans.Yasmin Ahmad will always be one of the Best Asian Director in my list.
"Semoga ALLAH SWT mencucuri rohnya,Yasmin Ahmad..Al-Fateha."

Alright,I will have to take my sleep now.I sure will try to update this blog often.heh..:)

Goodnight Everyone.:)

Kota Tinggi

2009-07-15T21:35:00.006+08:00

I am BACK!:)

The trip down to Kota Tinggi was one of the most fun ever trip!Heh.First virgin trip without any adults hor..:).Unfortunately,I did not shop much there because I do not know what to buy for myself.Hahaha.

Anyway,right after my work I went for a short dinner with the secondary classmates(girls).It was a birthday celebration for Betty and Jing Yi.Met them over at Pizza Hut,Marina Square at around 7.30pm.Listen!I have to tell you something that I have done which was VERYY stupid!Since I was from work, I decided to take a train down to Marina Square to meet the girls.So,instead of alighting at City Hall,guess where I alighted down??Marina Bay!Howwww Stupid!I still can take the escalator up.Gosh!Urgh!!Because of that I wasted 30minutes of my time on that train.Damn!Hahaha.

Later,I had to leave early because my sister was already bothering my phone to come back home early because we are leaving Kota Tinggi that night.Took a cab home and another interesting part.The taxi lady thought I am a chinese.Haiyaa..I had to tell her,"Auntie..I so dark,where got look like chinese..(laugh)."Funny auntie.:)

At around 11.00pm,Taufik(Kak Na's boyfriend) came over to fetch my sister and I.They rented the Sangyong car and damn!It is super big.I like bulky cars..Nice.:).Next,Taufik drove down to fetch Kak Na,Azmi,Alina and Azrul.Okey,all of them are Azmi's(my sister's boyfriend) cousin.We entered Malaysia at around 1am and there was no hiccups.Alhamdulillah..:)

Saturday(11/7-At 2am)
Once we reached Johor Bahru,everyone(except me) was so hungry that we stop by a makan place to have late dinner cum supper.It was super fun because it was my first time with them.Exchanging of ideas and talks are one of the best way to get yourself closer to new people.:).

After dinner cum late supper,we decided that it is time for us to make a move to Kota Tinggi.Taufik and Azrul being the night driver are so attentive.Very safe and good,I would say.This is what they say,"Safe Driver".Hahaha.I was sleeping in the car for the whole journey.It just feels good to sleep in a car with the seat all by yourself.Inclusive of "pillows".

At around 6am,we reached Pulai Desaru Beach Resort.1st impression I had was,is this place haunted or whatt?It was so dark.Well,not really that dark lahh.There are still lights but dim lights,you see.So we walked to the hotel and take a sit at the sofa while we wait for our turn to check in which is at around 10am,I guess.:).

At around 8 plus,we were feeling hungry and we decided to have our breakfast outside before doing the water sports game.Most of us had Roti Prata while Kak Na had Nasi Lemak.After checking in(which is after breakfast),we dress ourselves up in shorts and t-shirt,all ready for the water sports game.

1st point was to ride the Go-cart.Interesting but then it was pathetic because only 2 go-cart cars were available.Bloody sh**!urgh!.So I ride with my sister and admitting defeat,I lose.haiyaa..:)

2nd point was on Jet-skii!This was a trauma,really!I have never like sea before and I would say I hate to get drown before.Until when I encounter an accident while on the jet skii.hahaha.The jet skii "skidded" till Azmi and I fell into the sea.WAH!1st time fell into the sea was a little traumatic.Really.I can taste the sea water which taste so salty!Thank GOD,Kak Na and Taufik were on the other jet skii came to rescue Azmi and me.:).Very interesting and good experience.When I reached the shore,honestly,my heart was thumping because of the fall in the sea.Come on..1st time lehh.

3rd point was to sit on the Banana for the Banana Ride!This was worse then jet skii.Purposely the boat man who brings us around will turn his boat to make the banana turn to the side and make us fall.I did not want to because again,afraid of the sea but then with Kak Na and Alina motivation,I decided not to be a spoil sport and be a brave girl.So I tried and yes,4 times we fell into the sea.Interesting.The worst part was when we fell to the sea,going up on the banana thingy is a pain!hahaha.Big time!:).

After playing the water sports,we decided to deep ourselves into the pool.Swim swim swim and later,back into the hotel.Everyone took their bath and slept till 9.30pm.Except for Alina who woke up at 6 plus,I guess.At around,10 plus we were hungry and decided to have our seafoods dinner at one of the makan place with a lot of CATS.:)

Sunday(12/7)
We checked out at around 12pm and proceed down to K.L to relax ourselves there.We stayed over at Swiss Garden Hotel.Pretty cool.Unfortunately,we did not get Garden view but other much more "interesting" view.hahaha.Anyway,seen the night life at K.L and guess what..when I was walking,I saw K.L.C.C.So nice,so high and so beautiful.I would not mind going there again for K.L.C.C.hahaha.:)

Monday(13/7)
Time to head home.Dropped down at Petaling Street to get myself a top.I in need of one.:).Like I said,did not buy much because I seriously do not know what to buy and have no idea.Later at around 1.30pm,Taufik and Azmi took turns to drive back home..:)

Alhamdulillah,we have safely returned to our home sweet home.I love this trip.A very memorable one,I would say.Thank You to Azmi cousins for the warm welcome for me to join them along.Very caring people.Thumbs Up!*winks.

I am hoping for a next trip to Pulau Redang OR Langkawi.Can parents?:)

After the traumatic fell in the sea.Jet Skii.

2009-07-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

I am leaving in another 20 minutes more.It is just going to be a short one.
A fast one,I hope.:)

Anyway,I will be back on Monday.Anything,send your pigeon over alright?:P

Enjoy Your Weekend.

2009-07-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog today but I am sleepy.So,I think I will have my sleep first.

I will update it before I go for my Melaka trip.:)

Okey.Let me wait for my Mc Donald delivery now...

4th July.

2009-07-04T12:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY

CRAZIEST SISTER!

:).

Wah!She is 21 YEARS OLD today.Gosh.You are getting older and older man.And,it's time to get serious in life.Faster get married so that I can have the room all by myself!opps.:P.

Dinner later tonight.:)

2009-07-01T00:05:00.003+08:00

Cough cough cough.I am seriously tired of this already even though I have been taking the medicine..And,I think I create alot of noise in the office with my cough.urgh!:(.

Alhamdulillah,my dad is back yesterday!:).My mum did not fetch him up from the airport because she thinks that she will have to go through the hassel of the security check.haiyaa..So,ended up my dad took a cab home himself.Pity him but still,he is not upset about it.Thank you dad.:).Dad bought for me trousers.yey!:).

Anyway,I might be going Pulai Desaru in 2 weeks time.I have got the approval from the top most concern people but I have yet to wait for my leave approval which my boss says will see my work performance for this week.haha.He and his ideas..hahaha.:P.Then again,"Dr Tiara" is putting down my excitement because of the virus that is going around.haiyaaa...:).Well,I hope it will be approve.:).

Oh.I am hoping to watch Transformer today.Let's hope no OT.haha.:)

Goodnight.:)

KL

2009-06-28T02:27:00.006+08:00

We are coming to an end of June soon.So fast..:).Anyway,alhamdulillah my cough is getting better but now another problem crops up.My throat is in pain and I am having a sore throat.Urghh!I wonder when will I get better.It has been a week and the cough is still there.Coughing is not fun but it is TIRING!:(.I just hope to get well as soon as possible.InsyaALLAH.

Alright,reminder..this entry will be a long one as I will be sharing my experiences in Kuala Lumpur.Those who do not feel like reading then better click on the cross now.Don't say I did not warn you guys hor..:).

My 1st virgin trip to Kuala Lumpur was great.This time round the short getaway was something memorable because all of us are traveling together in a few cars.Unlike the usual getaway which is to Batam whereby we took ferry.Well,we spent 3 days 2 nights over at The Coronade Hotel.Pretty good hotel and I love the swimming pool.Indoor one.Damn cold lah the swimming pool water.I think they have an air-con underneath the pool.:).Moving on...

Day 1- It was not that bad except for the LONG waiting time.We had to leave our house at 6.30am to avoid jams.As always,there will be a meeting point which was at Bird Park.Unfortunately,uncle and his family was super late.I think they reached Gelang Patah at around 9.30am while we reached at 8am.1 hour of waiting time sei..Luckily,he was a good guide to Kuala Lumpur..hahaha.1st day nothing much was done except for shopping.Yes!We shopped like crazyy!:).Especially to Petaling Street.I bought a few nice tops there.:)

Day 2 -We spent mostly on games for the young kids.:).Breakfast over at the hotel and later in the afternoon,we walked down to Berjaya Times Square for an adventurous game.OR I should say CRAZY games?hahaha.All of us decided to have fun over at Cosmo's World.Roller coaster ride,360 degrees turn ride,bumper car ride and etcs are all there.Worst,paling worst was the Ghost House.Bloody sh*t lah that place.hahahaha.scary like crazyy.:).Really.We were told that only 3 people at one time but tell you my family and the other tourists all go in at one time.They were scared!hahaha.Can you imagine,the ghost will sit on the floor,tied up like mad person in black and will touch people leg??!!WTH right??hahaha.They are funny bunch of ghosts,I guess.hahaha.The roller coaster ride also crazy.I admit I am a spoil sport in this.Especially roller coaster.The roller coaster will go in circle lehh.I am super afraid of that so I did not try.I tried on the octopus ride.Wahh..because of that octopus my heart could not stop beating like a fast drum beat song.Really.I think K.L rides are fun but scaryy.hahaha.I remembered during my young time when I went to Genting.The parents were on the roller coaster rides and when I asked them which is scarier,they said both.hahaha.Later at night,we had seafoods for dinner and brought back dunkin donuts to hotel.:)

Day 3-We had breakfast early in the morning and also celebrated cousin in law 34th birthday.Not to forget,father's day celebration was also held there.So fun because this time round the uncles saboh one another with cakes.hahahaha.They do behave like kids sometimes.hahaha.We were supposed to check out at 2pm but we extended it to 6pm because the mothers wanted to shop more..I decided to tag along as I need to buy tops for myself.Such a small world,bumped into a couple of my friends there such as Yuniza and her family.Imagine this,Yuniza and I stay very near to each other and the chances of us bumping into one another is 95% right?But NOPE.hahaha.We rarely bump into one another in Singapore and can you imagine,we bumped into each other in K.L lehh.I was shocked to see her there.So yaa.hahaha.Met with my sister friends too with their other friends.See..K.L is where you can bump into your friends.:).After bumping into friends,hahaha,we proceed down to Mydeen Shopping Mall there.Bought whatever that catches our eyes.Oh!I bought a CD(not pirated one hor!);The Day After Tomorrow.Wah..that show super good.I can watch it over and over again without getting bored of it.So happy.:).Later,lunch over at A&W..:)

At 6pm sharp,we had to check out and leave the hotel..Sad.How I wish I could extend it..:(.Anyway,drove back to Singapore and on our way back to Singapore we stop over at L.C catering,Johor for late dinner cum supper.Reached Singapore at around 3am in the morning..

Seriously,I had fun for this short getaway.My previous getaway which was to Batam was not really a good one for me because I fell ill on the 1st day of the holiday.Boring right??I know..Anyway,I might be having another short getaway this July.I hope it will be approved by my concern people.:).hehehe.

My sister 21st birthday is coming real soon.I do not know what to get for her.And,my dad is coming back home in 2 days time.:)

Oh.Heard about the King Of Pop,Michael Jackson?
He is one of my idols.May he rest in peace.:)

Goodnight everyone.:)

doctor

2009-06-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

Instead of going to the clinic on Friday,I decided to visit the doctor today.The cough was getting so bad that I could not take it anymore.As soon as I reached my workplace,I gave a call to my mother and asked her if she can accompany me to the doctor.She was panicked and told me to go home A.S.A.P.Worst still,my sister was nagging over the phone through SMS about how stubborn I was for not going to the doctor earlier..haiyaa.

Left the office,20 minutes after I reached.Thank GOD the colleagues were kind enough to help me clear some of my work.heh.:).Visited the doctor in the afternoon after resting at home.Thank GOD nothing serious.I was so afraid about the virus thingy.Tell you,I do not want to go to the clinic anymore.Super troublesome.I was coughing and was told to wear the mask.Wahh...people in the clinic were looking at me like as if I am affected with the virus.Like whatt kan..

I am missing my work now.Too many sick leaves already.sh*t!I think I am lack of some vitamin..:(.

Okey.Rest time.
Goodnight.:)

p.s:I sense that both of us are beginning to regret about the decision we made.

cough

2009-06-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

The block nose is really a pain in an a*s.I have difficulty sleeping yesterday and today looks like it will happen again.wth!urgh!!My mum and sister are getting all worried about the cough that I am having.haha.They are persuading me to visit the doctor A.S.A.P which I doubt so I will because I think this is just a normal cough.Must be from the durian that I ate after I came back from K.L.Still,I shall see till this week.If it is not getting better then I shall proceed down to the clinic.(I hope I do not need to do this.so leceh you know..)

I still owe an entry about my K.L trip.Sure I will blog.:).Now,I want to rest.People has been saying that my face is looking more haggard this few days..Really meh?.

Goodnight.:)

tell you.the cough was so bad that my heart aches.
damn!
( picture taken from http://www.eslkidstuff.com/images/cough.gif )

Bloody cough!Instead of getting better,it got worst!urgh.

Back in town.

2009-06-22T19:02:00.003+08:00

I am back from Kuala Lumpur.:)

Will blog again once I feel much more better.Down with flu & cough.:(

One of the night shots of KLCC.
:)

p.s:a memorable one,I guess.

K.L

2009-06-19T00:45:00.005+08:00

Guess what?!I am so frustrated with people who takes "fishing" 10 minutes to draw out their money from the ATM.Bloody ass!I was queuing up to draw out some money from the ATM machine in the evening and there was this guy who "fishing" took 10 minutes to draw out his money.Worst still,after he drew out his money from the machine,it could no longer be use!What the hell right?!He still can walked away and laughed!Fishing ass!Stupid or what?They think that the ATM is there to cater for themselves only is it?So inconsiderate.Haiyaa..some people.

Anyway...

I am left with 4 more hours to sleep.I am so excited.When I was packing,I kept telling my sister that we must wear something presentable for who knows we might bump into Anuar Zain or Fazura or etcs etcs..hahaha.

Alright.I am done with my packing.:).All ready for today trip to K.L.My employee is very sweet enough to send a message to my phone telling me to enjoy myself.Worst still,he even told me not to wander around in case someone will kidnap me and he will not pay any ransom if they ask for it.Crazy boss!Haha.But still,I appreciate his kindness.:).

Whey!
Il Divo is COMING to SINGAPORE in September!!:)

Have a good weekend,everyone.:)
Pray my safety yea.;)

1 more day to K.L

2009-06-17T22:50:00.003+08:00

1 more day to go...
Kuala Lumpur..I'm coming.:)

I am all excited for this family convoy trip.All will be in their respective car driving up to K.L.
But then again,I have not even pack my things.hah!
I think I will do it tomorrow after work.
Anyway..
Goodnight.:)

love cousin

2009-06-16T22:28:00.005+08:00

2 more days to K.L.
:)

Dearest cousin is finally a married man!HAHAHA!:).Anyway,alhamdulliah(Praises to GOD) that everything went on smoothly on that day.Tears started rolling down on every single one of our eyes(our side) when cousin said the "angkat nikah" words.:(.But still,we are happy for him and wife.Now,new addition to cousin's gathering which is dearest cousin's wife will be coming along.Heh..:).

Sneak Preview..

Newly cousin in law signed.:)
Tell you something..she was smiling and nodding her head happily when the tok kadi asked her if she agrees to marry dearest cousin.hahaha.

All ready for the angkat nikah.
Dearest cousin was all sweating and he even closed his eyes when he said the last few words.:).

Alhamdulillah (Praises to GOD).Dearest cousin signed.:)
Legally Husband & Wife.
:).

Prayers to GOD for the beautiful day.
:)

Till then..
Goodnight.:)

@ 10.47

2009-06-11T21:22:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow is Friday and cousin wedding in 2 days time.woohoo.:)

For the past few days work has been tough.I even had to lunch in office which is not a good thing.I am sure none of you would love sitting in your office from 9am to 6pm.Boring!But too bad,a colleague of mine just resigned and we have to cover some of his jobs.Thank GOD,I have such an understanding employer.:).

I am so excited for this coming July.My sister will be celebrating her 21st birthday this year.Finally she is 21 but she does not act like one.Really!(I will be so dead if she happens to come to this site of mine.hahaha.).Yesterday,after work I had to rush down to Bukit Batok to view on the chalet.I like the chalet.Ala-Ala Kampung,you know.:).I would say it will be a convenient one for her guests.Wait okey.Later she will give out her invitation cards.InsyaALLAH.:)

Again,in July I might be going to Melaka/Port Dickson with my sister,azmi and his cousins.How interesting..:).I would really want to try the snorkeling,the ride and etcs..Alina(azmi's cousin) did the car ride and bike ride.I saw the pictures and I would say it will be fun!I need a break man.BIG TIME!:).

taken from:http://www.ibnbatotagroup.com/images2/79455119729231234621BikeRide.jpg

It will be something like this.Like fun right.:)

Anyway.I was talking to my primary schoolmate on a conference call yesterday.We came up with this syllabus of converting English words to Malay words and vice versa of it too.The "cool" one that we(Farah,Suhaila,I) came up with;

Undertaker - Bawah Ambil?
Stone Cold - Batu Sejuk?
The Rock - Batu?
& etcs..

Buruk Siku - Ugly Elbow?
Muka Tembok - Face Wall??
& etcs..

It is funny on how we can suddenly came up with this idea to test on our skills.Hah!I am sure if my malay teacher reads on this entry she will definitely say I am not her student.Hahaha.Fun fun!I shall pass this skills down to my children in the later days..hahaha.

Haiya..My aunty asked me to follow her to Johor today night but I am so lazy.I know they will come back in wee hours.So I decided not to follow her but just to spend my time on bed,sleeping.:).And,I think I really need to start reading books.

Okey.I want to sleep because I am sleepy.Oh!I do not know what I have done to my hotmail that I cannot sign in.Bloody shit!Now I have to check my hotmail through my handphone.Like irritating sei.Urgh!

Now I want to watch Upin & Ipin.Heh.Watch it.:)

Goodnight.

At Last.

2009-06-07T15:58:00.006+08:00

Today weather is the best.:).It was scorching hot yesterday that I was so so ting tong to wear a black top.Luckily the family went out at around 5.30pm.At least I only need to "tahan" for a few hours before the sun set down.

Anyway,finally I have the time to blog.Hah!This week will be a busy week.Cousin solemnization will take place next week Sunday,14 June.I am very sure he is super nervous but yet still want to put on a brave front.hah!Hahaha.I will miss him a lot.On the other hand,the family is thinking of going for a short getaway in the 3rd week of June.I am all excited for this because I NEED a holiday.hahaha.

Yesterday,the family went down to Tokoh Warisan at Joo Chiat to get the decorations for the gubahans.Cousin was excited because we allowed him to choose the colour for his theme.After getting the decorations thingy,sister's boyfie drives down to another stop point that is;Tanjong Katong.It was funny when he drove the car.Imagine this,we took 30 minutes to find a way to Tanjong Katong!!Hahaha.None of us in the car blame him because he is a new driver.So must be a little understanding,you see..hahaha.

We shopped in Tanjong Katong less than an hour because all of us were super duper hungry.The soon-to-be groom's mother(my aunty) decided to treat all of us for late dinner so we decided for a meal over at Tanjong Pagar Railway Station there.It was such a coincidence that I bumped into Kak Liyah,Kak Mar and Kak Zilah.See,railway station food centre there can be a place for you to bump into people that you know..:).

After dinner,sister asked me to tag along for Faezah(secondary schoolmate) BBQ over at Changi.I did not want to tag along because it was at Changi but then again it was Saturday night and I think I need a day off from home.Hahaha.So again,sister's boyfie drove the car all the way to Changi at 11.35pm.It was fun to meet old clans because that is where you have alot of things to talk about.Fareez(Faezah's brother) was there together with his friend,Sharon.Sweet Chinese looking girl.I do not know if only friend or more than that..hahaha.:p.We left the place at around 2am.

Sunday is such a nice day.A nice day to stay home and sleep.:).Tomorrow will be another new weekdays.I really hope time flies for weekdays but not for weekend.Again,this week will be a fast one.I have yet to book a chalet for my sister's 21st birthday.

Anyway,I am eyeing my eyes on this things now.
-MP3.(I seriously need one!)
-Spectacles.
-Handphone cover.(Soon,I tell you scratches will be on my phone.).:)

Heh.Here the sneak preview for last week and this week photos..

Last week.Choosing rings.

Tokoh Warisan.

At Railways Station.
Kak Mar-Kak Liyah-Kak Zilah

Changi BBQ.

P/S:I seriously do not know when I can start uploading all those pictures in multiply.:)

Have a good Monday tomorrow.;)

@10.16

2009-06-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

I have been watching cartoons in YouTube for this few days.Hahaha.

Watch this.Tom & Jerry Show;Hatch Up Your Problems.

As requested,here you go.

Syazza's Phat 5th Birthday.

I am having flu and cough.Urgh!

Goodnight.:)

10.40

2009-06-01T21:45:00.004+08:00

Update Updates.(A fast one).Seriously,I do not know when can I have my full entry updated..I know I still owe some of my friends on Umar's wedding photos.Hahaha.Worst still,photos for Mother's Day is not even mass mail to my cousins.Hahaha.:).
I will do it A.S.A.P.Really.

May is over.Now we have to face 30 days of June.I like June because it will be a busy month for my family members.Everyone will get together often to prepare for my dearest cousin's wedding.Trust me,it is like only 40% done.urgh!Worst thing is that the wedding is going to take place in 2 weeks time!HAHAHA.It is so fun when WE the cousins get to choose it for him.I've yet to get him and soon-to-be wife a present.

Another thing is,I have a new nephew from the paternal side.Cousin from Johor called in to inform us about the newly baby name;Muhammad Andriq Hakimi.(I think that is the spelling.:)).I have yet to update cousin into emailing me the picture.Waahh..Looks like this year Hari Raya,I have a lot of green packets to give but still I like it.:).

Syazza's phat 5th Birthday was a blast too me.I had to go through the 100000001 "trouble" of wearing a pink top.Yes!Pink of all colour.I dare not go against it because Syazza phat kept reminding me to wear pink top ever since a month ago before her birthday.Oh!Her party theme is to have everyone dress up in pink.So,I had to take a cab down to Tiong Bahru to grab a pink top on her birthday.It is not troublesome lahh..but wearing a pink has never crossed my mind before,you see..heheheh.

Isn't she phat??hah!
Still she is & always be my Diamond.:)

Work is a little stressing nowadays.Let's hope I am able to take it through.InsyaALLAH.:)

Okey.Sleep time.
Goodnight!

Oh!How can Man U kalah??aiseyyy..Ros.Haizz..
Anyway,Well done Barcelona.:D.
HAHAHAHA.

11.15pm

2009-05-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

Life is so unpredictable.

Damn!
I need to do my updates in here by this week.Hahaha.It has been 2 weeks I did not write a proper entry and pictures in multiply will soon become dusty.Thousands of pictures are in the folder,especially Umar's wedding photos.Oh!plus my Johor trips photos.

Anyway,I will do the updates as soon as possible.Weekdays are just not the right time to update.Reasons,I will reach home from work around 7pm latest 8pm(unless there is an overtime).I will have my bath and light dinner plus do some important things at around 8.30pm.Once the watch shows 9pm,I have to watch the Chinese show(Channel 8).-How can I miss this!:p.An hour later,then I will start surfing the updates in the Internet.See!Boring weekdays I have!:(.

So mostly,Saturday and Sundays are meant for family and laptop.hehe.:).

Heh.I am planning for a short getaway.Somewhere in June and July.
Pray that things will go on well.insyaALLAH..:)

Okey.Sleeping time.
Listen to this song.Michael Buble!:)

2009-05-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

Alright.I am going to our neighbour country now.
Johor!!:).
I'm hungry.

toodles!

2009-05-18T22:30:00.006+08:00

Okey.
Sneak Preview of what I did for the last 2 weekends.

09.05
Cycling over at East Coast.

In the evening,dinner with Ros & Zaffry.

16.05
Dip. mates attended Umar & Fazilah wedding.
:)

17.05
Family dinner together with Mother's Day celebration.
:)

Alright,sleep time..
Goodnight!

11.51pm

2009-05-17T23:47:00.005+08:00

I wanted to update my blog today but I am so sleepy..
So,I think I will do it during the weekdays.

Monday is here again...urghh!:(
Let's hope tomorrow will be a good day for all of us.:)

Goodnight!

You Cant hurry Love - Phil Collin

10.50

2009-05-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

Finally,the Internet recovered.My modem adapter could not work for the past few days thus I could not even check my email over at home.This is the 2nd time it happened.1st time,it was the modem,now is the adapter.I shall see what's next..:).

Okey.
I shall update either tomorrow or after Umar's wedding.
I am all excited for his wedding.haha.:)

Oh.I am thinking of changing my spectacles.Any suggestions?

Alright.I have always admire one of the American Idol Finalist;Carrie Underwood.
Her best song ever.
Dim your lights and listen to this...

1.45am

2009-05-10T01:45:00.005+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all Mothers' out there!
:)

Friday.

Worked was super fun on that day.I love Friday.:).It was a little heavy workload on Friday afternoon that the colleagues have to stay back in the office to complete the work/cover some colleagues job during lunch time.So Andrew(welfare officer) was super kind(he is always kind.:).) told us to order Mc Donald and he will pay for it.WOW!

Guess what!Instead of ordering Mc Donald for lunch,the colleague was so excited that she gave us a suggestion of ordering pizza.hahaha.I am wondering what will happen on Monday,once Andrew sees the receipt.haha.I will update again once he shows us the reaction on Monday(tomorrow).

After work,I head down to Toa Pa Yoh to get the pay cheque which I worked for a show.Thank You,Majlis Pusat.:).So on my way down to Toa Pa Yoh,I met my incredible pretty secondary teacher,Miss Lim.Hah!After a year then we bumped into each other.As always,she keeps on addressing me as Alice.I do not know why and I do not mind lahh.Anyway,she updated me about Gan Eng Seng(my secondary school) being chosen as one of the 45 schools to attend the Annual Youth Game which will be held next year.Proud of you GESS!:).Onward!

To 5B girls(2006).
Again,Miss Lim invited us to come back to GESS and play floor ball with her.
See girls,how much she misses us..Haiyaa..:p.

Saturday.

Friends Day Out!:)

I am so excited for what I had done yesterday.One of the best way to relax yourself on weekends is to meet up with your friends.

So the plans for yesterday was to meet Sofi and Nisa over at Parkway Parade to have our lunch..We decided to dine over at banquet since there are a lot of choices there.Oh!We also planned out something for the clans outing next month.Guys, you will receive the message from sofi soon.So choose wisely hor!:p.

Later after lunch,we walked down to East Coast Park(ECP) to cycle.:).Yes!Cycle.I remembered,the last time I cycled was during niece Aaryan's Birthday which we had it over at ECP.Anyway,we(Sofi,Nisa and I) cycled for 1 hour instead of 2 hours because we need to head down to Serangoon to get the costume for Umar's wedding which will be this coming week Saturday.I enjoyed myself cycling because I treated it like a Vespa(except that I have to paddle it.:p).I was the slowest compare to Sofi and Nisa not because I am not a good cyclist but because I enjoyed the breeze.Really!.Sofi was the fastest because she was preparing herself for next year Youth Olympic Game,I guess.On the other hand,Nisa was in the middle.Fast but steady..hahaha.It was hilarious on how we could actually think of trying out skating next trip though the 3 of us know that it will be hard.Heh!So long as we are willing to give it a try no harm right.:).
Any pro-roller bladder here?Please teach us can?:).

After cycling,we ate ice cream since it was a hot afternoon.Took a bus down to Serangoon and walked to the temporary Tekka Market.It was my first time and the market reminds me of Geylang Market.It is the same.(almost,I mean).Courtesy to Nisa and Sofi for choosing the Punjabi suit for me.:).I would suggest people to go there because the costumes are really nice and the price are negotiable.If you do not believe,ask Sofi and Nisa.:).Now I think I need to get myself a heels for the wedding and also for hari raya.So after getting the top done,we took a train down to our respective stations.I had another appointment that was to meet Ros and mat Zaffry(Ros's boyfriend.)

Coffee date with Ros and mat Zaffry have always been a fun one.Especially when I have to go through a hassle of escaping from mat Zaffry "HOT" sarcastic remarks.hah!I wonder how my poor Ros can tahan..:p.As usual,both were late!Hahaha.(okey,minus the "As usual".).hehe.They have always been early but maybe this time they were late and I was way too early.hahaha.So while waiting for Ros,I sat over at Borders.I look through the different musics there and I guess I am a Jazz person.I love Diana Krall.Heard her songs before?Nice ah.I thought of getting the CD but when I think back,I will not be able to take a good care of it.Haha.So I gave up the idea.:).

Ros and mat Zaffry came at around 7 plus and so we headed down to Lucky Plaza to have Nasi Ayam Penyet over at Nasi Ayam Penyet RIA.Go there ah.Delicious foods.Servings are pretty good.Lucky Plaza level 1.:).We ate and talked rubbish and had a good laughed.Later,we proceed down to Forum to have a coffee.How nice if I could hang out over at the Coffee Club everyday..Haiyah but it is not healthy,I know..:).Talks over coffee is peaceful.Taking countless photos over coffee is peaceful too.(to me!).haha.Mat Zaffry is planning for a picnic on June to Pulau Ubin.Fun right?I know I can depend on Ros one..She has always been my warrior.:p.hahaha.

At around 10.00pm,we made a move as the couple has to work.Hah!Pity them..:p.I took a bus down and went back home with a cake in hand for my dearest mother.A small yet thoughtful mother's day cake.:).

To My Mother;

"Happy Mother's Day!:).You will always and have always been a good mother to me and the others.Without you,there will not be any Nur Delis Sulastra Binte Rasid.You thought me patience and you thought me to love my life.You are my everything.Thank you for everything that you have done Mum.:)."

sweet ain't I?I know..I am.:P
But all came from the bottom of my heart.
Sincere is beautiful.
:)

Now,I am having muscle cramp.See..Vespa some more..haha.:).
Thank you for the wonderful day yesterday.;).
*Pictures will be up soon.InsyaALLAH.:)

1.45am

2009-05-09T01:41:00.005+08:00

I thought of blogging today but my eyes are sleepy.I will write an entry later today after the coffee date with Ros and mat Zaffry.

Today one whole day out.yey!
-Breakfast with family.
-Cycling.
-Coffee date with Ros in the evening.
and the family might be going in to Johor.

I am happy because I need a break after a 5 days at work.Heh.
Work can be boring & tiring.hehe.:p.

Okey.Will save the update for later today.

Now,switch on your dim lights and tune in to this song..
Goodnight.(Look at how suave Michael Buble is!)

11.19pm

2009-05-07T23:19:00.008+08:00

Tomorrow is FRIDAY!!yey!alhamdulillah..Finally we are coming to an end of the week.

I am all excited for this coming Saturday.yey!plus we are going to Serangoon to shop for Punjabi costumes.or should I say,Bollywood??:).Umar and Fazilah wedding is next week so they came up with the Bollywood theme.How interesting...:).

Okey,a little update about work.
For now work can be a little out of hand just because of one person.I shall just remain as patience as I can be but if things get out of hand,then I shall not hesitate to voice it out.Everyone deserve a say in whatever they want to say.Be professional and do not let your emotions mix with your working life.It's unhealthy!(Oh!if there is any colleague that is reading this entry,don't think that it is you or whoever.It MIGHT be an outsider.)

:).
Alright,I shall turn off my lights now and allow me to play this song for you.I wanted to post the one at imeem but it plays only for 30seconds.Crazyy.So here's the youtube(video) version.
(I find that this song is meaningful.:)).
Goodnight.:)

11.30pm

2009-05-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

I am soooooooo lazy to face Wednesday and Thursday.Unfortunately,I will still have to face it.
It's alright,I shall endure...:)

and..

I simply cannot wait for Saturday.
-Cycling.
-Coffee with Ros!(make sure you don't last minute cancel.:P).

okey.it's 11.34pm.
I am shutting the lights now.
Goodnight.

1.45am

2009-05-02T01:40:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was a holiday but I felt like as if it was a Saturday.Time past by so fast that I am not looking forward to Monday but then what can I do the days will still keep on passing by..

Niece natra's 1st birthday falls on the 23rd of April but cousin celebrated in on a weekend which was last Sunday.So after my religious class,took a cab down to Bukit Batok(cousin in law's parent house) together with my mum and brother.Brought along niece syazza phat to the party.As always,my family came late that we missed out the cake cutting celebration.Oh!Niece natra knows how to walk now!!yeyy.:).That means my sister and I can bring her out already.No need to carry 24/7.hehe.Still,she needs a lot more practice.What do you expect,she is just 1 years old.hahaha.I took some photos of natra but then she was so active that day that all of the pictures are blur.Will post it out in multiply and I know I have not post nephew aaryan's birthday photos.soon soon okey.:)

So the plan for Labour's day was to go shopping with the family but I think all of us needed a rest so the plan for shopping was cancel and it was being replaced by a simple dinner over at Habourfront.My brother wanted to have pasta for dinner so my sister decided to dine at Pastamania.Let me share with you this.I do not like the service at pastamania-Habourfront.Bloody nonsense.Really.Can you imagine,a few of the customers were queuing outside and none of the workers serve them??Oh!There are empty tables in there.Not only that,when my sister asked for forks and spoons to one of the malay girl(she is an employee at Pastamania),she ignored and just put the forks and spoons at the utensils place.I am not being fussy here but then the malay girl did not even smile.She just walked over to the "kitchen",took it out and placed it at the utensils corner.Wah!Luckily the manager was nice.Whatever it is,I hope this will not repeat again if I happen to go there again.

The foods were delicious and I love it.:).I like the garlic bread.Their servings are a lot too and as always,my sister could not finish her dish.I ate Spicy Crayfish.All thanks to Imran because after he ate that during Alex's birthday dinner,I was eyeing for that dish for my next visit to Pastamania.Now it happened.haha.:).After dinner,we walked around Habourfront and decided to go back home before 10pm to watch Congkak.I do not know why but I like that show so much and I will never get bored if I have to watch it over and over again.Macam thrilling lah the show.:).Oh.I am looking forward to watch "Jangan Tegur".

Garlic bread.

Chicken Bolognese
(My mother's dish)

Spicy Crayfish.
(Mine.:)..)

Chicken Cheese Slasiccia.
(My brother's dish.)

Marinara.
(My sister's dish.)

To sum it up my holiday was like a normal day(minus working period).hahaha.Still,I enjoyed the dinner with the family and watching congkak over at cousin's house.
Now,I want to watch Happy Three Friends over at youtube.Thanks to my colleague for influencing me with this show.haha.:)

Oh!My friend is back from Taiwan and he got for me gifts.yey!!
So sweet..:).

Enjoy your weekend.:)

1.06am

2009-05-01T01:06:00.004+08:00

It's a Holiday & It's a Labour Day!!

My plan was to blog yesterday but I am sleepy now.I will blog later..

and thanks eh nose and body for giving me flu and body aches.thanks ah.

updates on niece natra's 1st birthday later..:)

2.50am

2009-04-25T02:34:00.003+08:00

B.F.B

Dinner with the MDIS clans were definitely an awesome one though it was just a short dinner.:).Had our dinner over at Pastamania in Plaza Singapura and I like their serving.Damn a lot that I could not even finish it all.(while the others did finish their own main course.hah!:).).This dinner is especially for Alex because he is going to reach his late 20s soon.Just a simple dinner celebration for him.:).Later after dinner, I decided to meet up with my sister as she ends her class at around 10.30pm.Met my friend over at Orchard first and thanks eh beb for your accompany all the way to Centrepoint.Though it was a last minute short meet up but still the updates given were "very detailed".You know I know ah eh..:).

Guess what!How could I be so forgetful as to forget my youngest niece(paternal side) 1st birthday?!!1st birthday lei..I am such an airhole lah..A simple birthday date also can forget.My message to Natra(which is her mum will be reading it.haha) was super long that I think my cousin will either laugh or say crazy when she reads it.Oh,Natra is addressing my sister and I "Tante".For those of you who do not know what is the meaning of "Tante" it means "Aunty".In Indonesia,the young address their aunty as "Tante".Do not ask me why because I do not know.My sister was the one who started it out first.haha.:).

Saturday is here.I have a wedding today but I doubt so I will be able to make it as I have family plan.I have yet to message the bride,Kak Mar.:).But still,I wish her a blissful life ahead with her husband.:).
Amin..:)

eh.thanks eh for the disappointment.
appreciate a lot ah.:)

11.55pm

2009-04-20T23:27:00.006+08:00

I am VERY SURE that the problem lies not only in me but you.Both of us are simply TOO EGO that we do not even want to face each other to solve things up which has been hanging for I-don't-know-how-long!

whatever it is,
I AM STILL Nur Delis Sulastra Bte Rasid!

12.34am

2009-04-18T00:34:00.004+08:00

some things are meant to change.
accept it or leave it.

Don't you think time flies?Weekends are here again..and later weekdays will be back.So fast and I am definitely happy with time moving fast because I just cannot simply wait for next week Friday.The MDIS clans are going to meet up for dinner date.Hah!and believe this,one of them are tying a knot in less than a month time!So fun lah..:).

Okey,quick update here.:).Alhamdulillah(Praises to ALLAH SWT) work is pretty alright.I think I manage to take things easily now compared to the 1st few weeks of my stay in there.I even thought of giving up but I know I am not suppose to do that.The supports and advises that I receive from the people who has work much more longer than me do work when I applied them.:).Thank You so much,from the bottom of my heart.Still,I shall continue to apply the special weapon of "being patience" in working life.:).

12th of April,little niece Aaryan's 3rd Birthday-Family gathering.2nd niece of mine(maternal's side) was definitely a lucky boy to receives so many presents(toys!) on his birthday.Hah!Worst still he only concentrate on opening the present that has got something to do with a car.Besides that,the other gifts he ignored.He is only a 3 years old kid and he knows how to choose things...Tsk.hahaha.He was the main limelight for the day,so camera was more on him.Lagi WORST!The 1st niece,Syazza Phat,5th birthday is next month.Phat can ask for alot of present.I heard from my cousin(her mum) that phat is asking for a $300 Barbie Doll birthday cake.WHOA!I shall see if cousin is really going to get that for her.hahaha.Anyway,pictures will be uploaded in http://backtothedays.multiply.com. for little Aaryan's 3rd Birthday.:).Heh.Not so soon..Maybe next week then the pictures will be up.Hahaha.:)

Sneak Preview..

I have nothing more to say..Will update again.:).

Goodnight All...

12.37am

2009-04-10T00:46:00.008+08:00

rare opportunity.

Okey.Today is Good Friday and I am so happy because free from work.yesss!I am going to make full use of this day to update my entry from where I left which was on the 24th of March.So to all,get ready okey.This entry might be a little too long than the usual entry.heh.:)

For the past 2 weeks have been a great experience for me.Juggling between 2 jobs was not easy,I admit.One at Jalan Besar while the other was at Toa Pa Yoh but still,alhamdulillah I manage to succeed in it.:).

I was being called up to work together with Kak Shireen to do up a malay cultural dance show.The group was none other than Kirana Seni,Majlis Pusat.It was to celebrate Kirana Seni,6th birthday.The show,Ristari Zaman Kirana Seni was held over at Woodland Republic Poly..My experience working with Kak Shireen has never change.Always the best one.Let me tell you.I started to get involve in production from Kirana Seni too.That was where I was being assigned to work with Kak Shireen as a crew.Yes!I started from a crew and that was in 2006,Festival Tari Serumpun 2.Later in 2007,Kak Shireen called me up to work with her again but for different production.For this I was being assigned as a FOH,Front Of House.Later in 2008,I was being called up to become the liaison officer(L.O) for Karimun,Indonesia and that was for Festival Tari Serumpun 3.Trust me,this was the most interesting role because you get to hang out and make closer bonding with your neighboring country.I truly appreciate this moment.:).So.Recently in 2009,praises to ALLAH SWT,I was given an opportunity to work again with Kak Shireen who is the Stage Manager.This time round,I am her assistant.heh..so this time round I was being assigned as an Assistant.SM.:).

Experience before show as an ASM was pretty alright.I was afraid that I will not be able to do a good job in this.Again,thanks to Kak Shireen for calming me down and teaches me on the role of an ASM.Marking out of the stage size,the ramps and etcs are all memories from the practices.:).

The show was on 4th of April.Trust me,everyone that were involve in the show were nervous.Heh..who will not get nervous man..It is a show and definitely everyone wants to be of their best.:).I admit,I was nervous plus I was having a terrible headache.So it just do not click,you see..:).Anyway,during show I was going to the left and right stage just to make sure that things were in control plus my wonderful crews doing fine.(important!they are the orang kuat!).Standing by Kak Shireen side so that she will not have a difficult time turning back,searching for me.1 hour and 30 minutes show ended just like that and the best part was we manage to work well with the others.alhamdulillah..:)

Experience after show as an ASM was definitely a happy moment for me.hah.I was giving away my wide smile-taking photographs with the wonderful crews in the production room.Even the camera man,Juffri,noticed it and said,"Dah senyum lebar sekarang..."(Smile widely already now..).hahaha.heh.Honestly,the feeling was something which I cannot describe it.You do not know how nervous I were during the show.It was mainly because I afraid things will "cock up" and later SM find ASM,scold.I do not want that,neither the others..:).But,alhamdulillah,SM cool and maintain only.:).

2 weeks was really a memorable moment for me though I had to juggle from work to TPY.I would really like to thank Kak Liyah,Abang Shahril and Kak Shireen for calling me to be part of the production team.It has teaches me alot.Thank You Kak Shireen for being a very caring SM which has never fail to force me to eat together with her-asking for panadols from the in-charge of food for me-asking me to rest even though she should be the one having more rest and etcs..I will definitely miss all this.Thank you wonderful crews for making me feel comfortable with you guys.You all came together while I am the lone ranger.Later,you guys pull me into your group and we ended up "loyar buruk" with one another.hahaha.You people power lahh!!:).

The Crews with the SM & ASM.

And look,who is here....Heh.:).
Dearest Kak Shana with her future sister in law.:)

Next update..

My dad came back a week ago and has went back yesterday.I am a bad daughter because I did not spend much time with him but still my dad understands me well.One more thing,pleading with him to get me a new phone is no longer an easy task.Tsk!He keeps on asking me to ask my mum which is much more(100x) difficult to plead with.Tsk!Tsk!.Whatever it is,I am not going to give up.I will try pleading with my mum.I have the feeling it will be a success.HAHAHA.like real only...:).Oh.Can "poke" my mum with her birthday presents..haah.Smart daughter!hahaha.:P.

Oh.Guess what!My working time has change.:).It has always been from 11am-8pm but now it will be from 9am-6pm.I am definitely happy with it because honestly,I owe a lot of people dates.right kak shana?:).So after 6pm,can go out already.Good good..but waking up at 7.00am need some time to tackle with.hahaha.:P.

okey.
I better end it up here before everyone starts clicking on "X".heh.:)
Rest well people.:)
Wisdom tooth big time "killer"!Urgh.
People that have not been seeing me for quite sometime says that I shed some weights.
WHOA!Hahaha.

12.15am

2009-04-09T00:05:00.003+08:00

Sneak Preview...

Updates coming in later tonight...

11.40pm

2009-03-24T23:43:00.009+08:00

rushing.

It has been raining for the past few days and I am definitely loving it.I do not know why but too me,if it rains,time passes by so fast.hahaha.It does not make much difference,anyway.

Okey,it is time for a proper update.I have been giving short entries for the past few days except the one about my aunt passed away.Heh.My late aunt 40 days will be on this coming 26th of March.Time passes by so fast that I did not even realize 40 days are in 2 days time.We will be having prayers over at her daughter's house on this Thursday and on Friday,all of the family members will be sleeping over at late aunt's house for we will be doing another prayer over at her house on Saturday.

Okey,now turn back time to 21st March 2009.

This day was especially meant for the diploma mates and primary schoolmates.Diploma mates/Advanced Diploma mates decided to make a surprise birthday party for Sofiyah Ali who has just turn 21 this month.It was hilarious on how she did not even manage to get the clue of we celebrating her birthday even though she saw Umar,Alex and the others..I do not blame her,because she was on "Pentium 2" mode,you see.So a bit slow.hahaha.Oh,we did a small picnic by the Botanic Tree.It was raining in the afternoon that all of us were drenched.Still,I believe all had fun right.hah!:).

They wanted to have this "Fierce Pose" but Salim fail in doing it.

Hah!

So,you see how much we love one another?:)

Later,in the evening,I had to rush down to Orchard Shopping Centre to have my reunion dinner with the primary schoolmates.Urgh!Imagine this..we did not meet each other for 8 years..and now,finally all are back together.All of them grown up.A friend of mine,Azmi,who used to be only 140cm now has become a tall,tough guy.hahaha.He is the only one who had a tremendous change.Hafiz used to be a nerdy-botak boy and now..a handsome-no longer botak guy.hahaha.We had a great time together.A very detailed update over at the Marine Barrage.I miss all of them alot.They are the people who knows how "cute" I am in primary school.Hahaha. Special thanks to Suhaila for organizing this and alhamdulillah(Praises to ALLAH SWT) for making all this happened.Alhamdulillah.
InsyaALLAH,another outing is coming up...:)

Alexandra Hill Primary Students.

On the other hand,work has been pretty much fine now.alhamdulillah..My 3 months probation will end in a month time and I pray that all will go fine.insyaALLAH.Beside that,I am also working(helping) on an organization.Again,working with Kak Shireen.Don't play play hor,her assistant leh.:P.Anyway, it is a production show by "Majlis Pusat Kirana Seni".A show which will have Indonesia malay dance and Johor malay dance involve in it.(aheemm...promoting).hahaha.Those who is interested in knowing more,just ask.Hahaha.Oh!Do update yourself in reading "Berita Harian" for this few days till 4th of April.hahaha.:P.

Time to sleep,I guess.Work and later at night,the production work.Fun!:)

goodnight.:)

11.00pm

2009-03-17T23:00:00.007+08:00

I know I am supposed to update a detailed entry for this time round but I think I will do that later this week.hehe.For now,let just stick to a quick update.:)

07/03/2009 - Cousin's Engagement.

Finally,dearest cousin is someone's fiancee now!alhamdulillah(Praises to ALLAH SWT),everything went on smoothly on that day.Future cousin-in-law(the girl) look so elegant on that day.Not forgetting,the cousins all dress in white.:).InsyaALLAH,2 years down the road..we will see them together as husband and wife.:)

I know it is a bit blurry.Sorry.:)

A week later,13/03/2009 - Cousin Taufiq is serving his 2 years in National Service.:)

The cousins(maternal side) met up for dinner on that night before cousin Taufiq went to camp.All decided to dine in at Rex.Later we proceed on to Marina Barrage to relax.Took some photos there but again,my photography skills sucks big time!Later at around 10.00pm,met up with uncle and aunty for supper and they decided to go karaoke.haha.The songs that we sang were all so awful. Practically because our voice sucks!hahaha. At around 4am,uncle drove to Old Changi Hospital.Interesting because we saw.:).

Siblings Love.:)
Cousin Mira - Cousin Taufiq.

The Jumpers.

Surprisingly...my another cousin(paternal side),Irsyad,is also serving his National Service.Same bunk as cousin Taufiq.haha.small world.oh!Both are in Army.:).I hope they can look after each other over at Pulau Tekong which we told cousin Taufiq that there will be a lot of "Fatimah Rockers". Hahaha.Missing both cousins a lot.:)

okey.Time to get my whole body to the bed.A lot of people birthdays coming..
and can someone get for me a perfume?Paris Hilton one but I want Blue colour one.:)

Goodnight.:)

2.57am

2009-03-07T02:56:00.002+08:00

okey.quick update.

I know I have not been blogging for 2 weeks.I will update an entry soon but for now let's make it short since it is 2.57am.

-Work so far so good.Normal things happened but trying to take it one at a time.
-Cousin engagement today.yey!
-Family gathering on Sunday.
-Next week on Tuesday & Wednesday,half day work.yey!
-I'm seeing Natra tomorrow.yey!yey!

okey.I will update in details later today.
:)

10.30pm

2009-02-18T22:58:00.006+08:00

In a glimpse.

Remember about my aunt who I wrote in my previous entry who was in the ICU? A weeks later she passed away in the hospital.It happened so fast that all of the family members are still trying our best to get on with life.

Reminiscing back...11/2/09
The last voice that we heard from her was on her birthday,3 days before she left us.This was what she said,"Mak...Ana rindu mak.Terima Kasih ye semua.." Honestly,we thought she said that because she was touched for what we did on her birthday.Yes,her daughter,netty and nieces bought a cake for her and do up a simple yet sweet birthday card for her.Never we did expect that that will be the last birthday gathering for her.

2 days after that,I received a call from my mum that my aunt was in a bad state.She has been put under 100% oxygen.Even the doctor said,they could not do much but to give her antibiotics so as to help her up.Later at night,all of the family members who were at the hospital suddenly felt so tired though it was friday night.They wanted to go home but I felt like staying so I decided to accompany my last aunt who was waiting for my uncle to pick her up.While waiting,my last aunt(who I address as Bibik) stayed by my sick aunt(who I address as Wak Ona).A few things happened during that stay but I thought it was nothing.That night was the last night I saw Wak Ona opening her eyes and see me and Bibik for the last time.:(

14/2/08.All of the family members have plan to meet up at the hospital in the afternoon to visit Wak Ona but we did not expect that we will be visiting her in her daughter's home.At around 12.10pm,the nurse called my mum to tell her that Wak Ona was in a very bad condition and want all of the family members to come down as soon as possible.In less than 10 minutes,the nurse called again to deliver us the sad news.Shocked,sad,regret?Honestly,I was having all those mixed feelings in my heart.My mum and I ran down to Kak Netty(Wak Ona only daughter) house to break the news to my grandmother and her.Both mother and daughter heart drop,crying.The most sad sentence I heard from Kak Netty and my grandmother(Wak Ona's mother) was "why didn't you wait for all of us..why?".Yes,that sentence played on my mouth a few times when I went out sitting down on the chair at the void deck alone.This sentence came in too,"Why I did not sleep with her on the night before when I was with Bibik?"..

I know no use saying all this now because it has happened and I know everything that happened has been written.Like they said,we plan but the one who decides is ALLAH SWT.I am sad over the lost of Wak Ona.Very.You know what..she had her last short holiday trip with me and my grandmother.Remember the trip to Johor?The one that I went with my aunt and grandmother only??Yes,the aunt was Wak Ona.I remember before she was admitted to the hospital,she called me and asked me to follow her again to Johor if she is going.I have never decline.The last treat that she treated me and cousins was Burger King.When she said she wanted to eat Burger King,cousin Tity and I went down to Tiong Bahru to get it for her and ourselves too.

She loves Taufik Batisah as much as I love him as an Idol.She will keep on telling me that Hady Mirza wants her but she declines.She loves to hear Taufik Batisah songs.She loves to eat the Lemon Ice Cream so much that I remember during her stay in the hospital,we have to sneak in the Ice Cream just for her.Wak Ona has never been stingy.She loves everyone so much.

Alhamdulillah,everything is over.

The last family treat she gave all of us.
From Left:Kak Netty,Arwah(Late) Wak Ona,Cik Na,Cik Olin,Grandmother,Bibik,My Mum.

Arwah(Late) Wak Ona last birthday celebration for Grandmother.
She is the one sitting on a wheelchair.

"YA ALLAH,sesungguhnya aku tahu bahawa pada mu kita akan kembali nanti.YA ALLAH,tempatkanlah arwah makcik ku,Hasnah Binti Ismail di tempat tempat orang yang beriman dan soleha.Ampunilah dosa hamba mu itu,YA ALLAH.Sesunguhnya,engkau yang maha kuasa,maha pengampun dan maha bijaksana.
Amin.."

Hasnah Binti Ismail.

14/2/09 bersamaan 18 Safar 1430.

From the bottom of my heart,I sincerely would like to say thank you to my friends who know about it and gave me motivational messages to stay strong.
Thank You.

I apologise if there are english errors in this entry.
I'm sorry.

10.15pm

2009-02-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

Sentosa.

I am leaving tonight.
It is neither too near nor too far.
It is still in Singapore.
Sentosa shall welcome me with a red carpet.

okey crap,I know.

Class 1 night chalet tonight.yey.:).
Elliana Taye called me and told me about a shocking news.
Mainly about her bestfriend ah.right elliana?:P.
Work is tiring but to think of it,which work is not tiring right..

I know all this does not have to do with one another.
Just read lah okey.(if you want!)

Enjoy the Weekends.:)

10.11pm

2009-02-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

prayers.

I miss school.
I miss my friends.
I miss waking up at 12pm.
I miss studying till 4am.

now...

I need a small favour from those who is reading this entry.
Do you mind reading al-fatehah for my aunty who is in ICU now.
She was admitted to the hospital yesterday and had to be put under critical observation.
I pity my eldest cousin(who is my aunty daughter).
InsyaALLAH,things will be as what we wishes for.

1.04am

2009-01-31T00:57:00.002+08:00

Patience is Virtue.

Just a short update.
Work is fine.(for now,i guess)
Mainly because I'm still learning to adapt to the environment there.
So far,alhamdullilah..
I met anak Sazali and her cannot-make-it c.ronaldo.
Had dinner at Arab Street.and.I succeed in sheesha!yeess.Like finally,the smoke is out from my mouth.hahaha.
I thought of resting today but I have things to attend too.
-collect laptop.(10am)
-company CNY lunch.(12pm)
-meeting kak shireen.(3pm.)
-S.L.J.(6pm)

I need to enroll myself in time management class.:)

goodnight.:)

10.58pm

2009-01-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

"Bag of nerves"

I have exactly 12 hours more to go.
I am nervous.really.
I do not know if I am able to sleep well today which I hope so I will.insyaALLAH..
I am also wondering how will it be tomorrow.
I pray that everything goes on well.
I also pray that they will accept me as a part of the family.insyaALLAH.

okey..

I think there are too many "I".

goodnight.:)

5.21pm

2009-01-27T16:54:00.001+08:00

"Bag of nerves"

I am getting well wishes from the lovely friends & family about my work.
From the bottom of my heart,Thank You so much.
InsyaALLAH,everything goes on well.

Okey.I do not know what to blog about.
Mainly because I feel like shutting my eyes now.
Anyway,I'm excited because I'm meeting anak Sazali and her cannot-make-it c.ronaldo on Friday.
Yes,now if want to go out must AFTER work.cheeyy..
Soon,I will be a working adult.insyaALLAH.

alright.
Enjoy your Chinese New Year Holiday.

11.31am

2009-01-24T11:29:00.004+08:00

if it's meant for you,then it will be yours.
insyaALLAH.

I wanted to blog yesterday but I change my mind.
anyway..guess what??
I will start my career on Thursday.(insyaALLAH)
alhamdulillah,I got a job.:).
Now,I am excited to start a new journey of my life.

Thank You ALLAH SWT.:)

okey.I am going for breakfast now.:)

12,09pm

2009-01-23T12:09:00.004+08:00

rather be safe than sorry.

Can someone bring me to this place?
maybe not now but in 2 years time.(wait till I'm 21)

http://www.thomaspickard.com/content/photos/Resorts021.jpg

I want to be the one in red.
If I'm not wrong,this was taken in Maldives.
fun right?

apologize

2009-01-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

make it happen please.

I will do a quick update because I am engrossed in *Obama Inauguration* LIVE on Channel News Asia.:)

-dropped by school on Monday to get brochures from elli.(thank you.:))
-met agung today to accompany him to the HTC service center.
-had a drink over at the nearby coffee shop.
-went for an interview with agung(thank you for your accompany.:)).
-agung took a lot of photos.
-later,had late lunch over at Bugis QIJI.

okey.
I think I'm not being fair but this is the best.
Sorry.
(is this a public apology?)

I think he looks young here.
i THINK.

kelakar

2009-01-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

birthday invitation
tomorrow.

Interesting news.

I was on my way back home from HabourFront when I met an old friend of mine.She is the sister to my primary school mate.Honestly,I could not recognize her at all because she has grown up a lot but amazingly,she still do recognize me.So,we updated each other about our life.NOW.The most FUNNIEST(too me) question I had for early 2009 was this "Are you married?Because recently I heard from someone that you are married.Not sure though.Even abang(brother) was shocked when he heard about that."

masyaALLAH.Whoever who created that up is a brilliant man,man..Sometimes,I find it funny on how people could actually create that up.I mean,if it is true,okey you can tell but this is definitely not true.Trust me.When I heard that from Nadia,my replied was,"WOW.okey..No,I'm not."
hahaha.nonsense lah.crazy.Heh,atleast I was glad to be able to bump into that small yet sweet and polite girl.I have yet to meet the brother who use to be so thin but now i do not know.

okey.
I would say this is the LAMEST yet stupidest news to whoever who made this(news) up.

time to sleep.
goodnight all.

Forum

2009-01-15T21:36:00.003+08:00

kway teow kerang.
tomorrow.

My mum insists that I watch with her the forum perdana that is playing on TV1.
Last week was about cinta anak remaja (teenager love).
Today is about keberkatan rezeki ( i fail in translating this to english)

okey.
I am having lunch with the ladies tomorrow.
and.
I miss my friends.:)

okey.
I must watch the forum perdana now.

11.13pm

2009-01-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

"A still tongue keeps a wise head"

I like that above idiom.:)

and.
sometimes I feel that I am gullible.

well,goodnight.:)

sleepy

2009-01-09T00:26:00.004+08:00

time.

my left hand cramp!so i will update in point form.okey?:)

-my niece and last cousin are in kindergarten now.
-sent them to school on their first day and i tell you,kids are adorable.SOMETIMES!
-when they get on your nerve,they are irritating.hahaha.
-went for my lesson after so long of not going.
-met new people.
-been entertaining my niece and nephew.
-i feel like cutting my hair but like sayang like that.
-if i do not cut,it will look like a mop.(messy,i mean)
-if i cut,i will miss tying it up at home.
-so i do not know.

okey.i think this entry is plain.
what do you expect.
i am lying on my bed with earpiece stuck to my ear.

goodnight.

trip

2009-01-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

all new.

-left Singapore at 8.0oam.
-trip to johor was not as good as the previous one.
(because i was the only young adult who went.the others were adults.)
-shopping was fun though.
-first stop was to Larkin.
-i like Larkin.
-i like the things there.
(especially the lepat & daging rendang.)
-i like the eating places.
(by the road.)

-next stop was to Tesco.
(cik man-the one who drives us around said the shopping mall is a new one.)
-i shopped alone at Tesco.
(that was where i met my net friend,wadi.on holiday ah boy.)
-shopped for foods.
-spent an hour there till cik man thought i was lost.
hahaha.

-home sweet home.
-reached Singapore at 6.00pm
tiring but i like it.

:)

WII

2009-01-03T00:54:00.004+08:00

long distance.

okey.i shall do a quick update here.

i want a WII can?!the other day,i went down to Queensway with cousin and my brother as cousin wanted to buy a slipper for himself.so since i have so much time,i surveyed every shop that sells WII.it's a game which looks something like PlayStation or Xbox.i do not know since when i have the interest in this WII.hahaha.maybe because it is wireless.:)

okey.later morning/afternoon i am going to our neighbour country,Johor.i will be going with my aunty and grandmother so i will not bring my camera.reason:i want to take care of my grandma and i want to concentrate on the things there.cheyy.

i want to change my specs to full frame.i think.

Have a good weekends!:)

taken from: http://gigazine.jp/img/2006/05/10/Wii_Hardware/Wii_main3_0501.jpg

Entry of 2008.

2008-12-31T00:49:00.004+08:00

serious now.

okey.i shall do a fast update since i need to be out of the house at 7am later.

last week of 2008,has been a busy yet scary week for me.scary because i think i want/need(or whatever you call) a job.a permanent job that will make me busy and understand the meaning of working life.so ya.besides that,i have been busy visiting my family members who i have not visit for quite sometime.

Yesterday,i visited lil' natra and oh!she has grown up so much.did some serious talk with cousin(natra's mum) and aunty.oh anyway,i did not know that my family(paternal side) have something to do with ikin's(mawi) family.small world.hahaha.cousin in law was being such a good entertainer.he entertained us with his "tricks" which some of it i discovered the truth!hahaha.later dinner,met aunty and we had dinner over at Sakura International(West Coast).

anyway,time flies and tomorrow will be a new year.(insyaALLAH).i read people blogs and most of them have their wishes up already.2008 has been a good year for me.a year that has made me realize a lot of things.in terms of life,health,education,friendship,relationship and etc..i admit that i do faced hard times and regret over certain things that i think it was best for me in 2008.but heh.that is LIFE.everyone has to go through it and learn from mistakes.:)

well,for me this year i do not know why but i think i shall not have more than 3 wishes.reasons?because last year wishes,only 1 was accomplished!:).hahaha.so here the 3 wishes are;

-any countries that is having disagreement/war to put to a stop!
-good life/person.(healthy/happy/smiling/laughing/crying...ets)
-save up money.(i am BROKE after buying the camera.)

insyaALLAH..i hope whatever that i wishes for will slowly come true for me.heh.:).oh.can somebody please remind me that i owe bbdc something??(truth is:i hate the journey!hahaha.).

Reminder:Don't party toooo much ah.Let's remember of the people/country that is less fortunate than us.:).

picture of the day.

the wonderful niece.:)

1430H

2008-12-28T23:32:00.005+08:00

i am tired after spending half of my day over at 2nd uncle's wedding.
so i will give a proper update later..

picture of today..

oh.i saw ashmir(anugerah skrin) at the wedding.
Vietnam won the Suzuki Cup and my dad is SUPER HAPPY just because he is in Vietnam.
(apa ajaaa..:P)

wishing all Muslim...
Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1430H
May this year be a better year for us.
InsyaALLAH..:)

human

2008-12-27T01:00:00.004+08:00

to err is human

okey.my mum insists that i accompany her to all the weddings on Saturday and Sunday.i have no choice but to do so because my dear sister cannot follow along as she has chalet.sometimes,going to Malay weddings are fun but it is not fun when you know mothers...once they have meet up their friends,they will start their long conversations..and we,children,just have to sit down,look at the people there.or.admire the dais.that one i cannot tahan.macam boring like that.okey lahh.i think on Saturday and Sunday,the camera can be a great accompany.:).

cousin outing on Christmas Eve was awesome.the plan to watch a movie was abolished because we met up way too late.so we had our lunch over at Plaza Singapura and shopped over at Cotton-On.trust me,we spent nearly 2 hours in there and everyone of us bought our own stuffs.i got myself a smart-wear top(for work).later,we had hot chocolate while waiting for cousin and cousin in law to fetch us for dinner.cousin in law drove down to East Coast Lagoon to have out a sumptuous feast.(cheey).hang out over at West Coast park to have cakes and coffee while we discussed about the next cousin outing.:).

oh.tell you something.ever since i finish school,i have been sleeping early(by 2am) and amazingly waking up early too.(YES nisa..waking up early.).i find it very heart breaking.why it did not happened during my school days time??when i have lessons at 9am,i will wake up at 8.30am and reached school by 10.00am.now!i can wake up early.i am not complaining but just expressing out my unhappiness with myself.maybe my body is training itself to wake up early for work later.yeah.maybe.hahaha.

okey.time to sleep.

(sorry for the unclear-ness.my sister camera,you see.)
hahahaha.:)

*satu jam saja..

get real.

2008-12-24T01:43:00.005+08:00

let's get real.
:)

you know what.during my school days(even now!),i always hear people says,"Finding a job now needs a lot of patience." hahaha.ya,i can see that.very clear.:).anyway,it has been nearly a week,i am out of school and my mum insists that i take a rest for another week.oh.by the way,staying at home(not 24/7) can make me have this boring syndrome.not that really boring lahh but whenever i have nothing to do,the eyes will automatically shut down.really.i do not know why but i think it is normal and it is unhealthy.hahaha.

i would say that the resting week was well spent.i managed to spend more time with the family.this was to replace the time when i kept turning down their offers of going out together(during school days.).and after so long,i slept at my cousin's house to accompany my grandmother for cousin's and her family went to Harris Resort for holiday.and tell you something.sleeping at my cousin's house i can automatically wake up at 9.30am..BUT.if sleep at my house.hah!more than 9.30am.:)

guess what.my sister being the nicest sister for this month(i will be in BIG trouble if she reads this!)hahaha.anyway,she got me a top-a mango top and a Paris Hilton perfume.the perfume was a gift from my mum and my sister.this is what i like about being the 2nd child.hahaha.but i know things will change once i start working.heh..:).and on that day,delis being the nicest sister,actually,followed her family for shopping.heh.i do not do that often..:)

that was how well i spent my resting week.and i am semi-looking forward to this weekend.reasons,i have to accompany my mum for weddings!Saturday and Sunday!anyway,i cannot escape from it because one of the weddings is my 2nd uncle's wedding and the other one is my primary school friend's brother wedding.i am excited for this because it has been so long i never meet up with the primary school mates.this is the best time for some catch up on life.:).

okey.time to sleep.
cousin's outing today.
:).